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Sorry.

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Sorry.

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Sorry.

4
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Excuse me.

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Terribly sorry.

6
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Excuse me.

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Sorry.

8
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<i>¶ On cold November days</i>
<i>Don't like to stray too far</i>

9
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<i>¶ Or even leave my bed</i>

10
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<i>¶ Or put down my guitar</i>

11
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<i>¶ Or leave my master bedroom</i>

12
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<i>¶ With its view... ¶</i>

13
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Would you be so kind?

14
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Thanks.

15
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- What a movie, huh?
- Yeah. Uh, yes.

16
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So vibrant.

17
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Hmm.

18
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- Well, thanks.
- Oh, sure.

19
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Brutal!

20
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Huh?

21
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I'm sorry, man.

22
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I couldn't...
I couldn't just walk away.

23
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Did you just take a photo of me?

24
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Relax, all right? Relax.

25
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Atrocity isn't my usual thing,
but you know,

26
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I see a crime scene,
I feel obligated.

27
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I really do, I mean,
she was right next to you, man.

28
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- Well, what...
- Waiting. Waiting.

29
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What would you have said?

30
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I mean, I would have said
anything to keep her there.

31
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Hey, you got a smoke, man?

32
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Yeah.

33
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She was something serious,
though.

34
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She was something serious.

35
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She looks just like her.

36
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- Phil.
- Terry.

37
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I've seen you around school.

38
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And... you always have
a different girl with you.

39
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They basically
live there, man.

40
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Had me brainwashed
for a while, too.

41
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God, the devil, angels...

42
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Various demons.

43
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I wore a tie
and a blazer to school.

44
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Walked with a Bible
under my arm till I was 13.

45
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- Wow.
- Didn't jack off until a year after that.

46
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So you got the hell out.

47
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As fast as I could.

48
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You know what, though?
My parents needed it.

49
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Thinking that there's
somewhere for them to go

50
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after their shitty lives
run out.

51
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Probably the only thing that kept them from offing themselves

52
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as soon as they woke up
every morning.

53
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I don't know, what about yours?

54
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My dad, he was in Vietnam.

55
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Hasn't been the same
since he got back.

56
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Mom couldn't handle it.

57
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She took off.

58
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He and I, we go to the movies,
two, maybe three times a week.

59
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That was our church, you know.

60
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How many girls you've been with?

61
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Uh...

62
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Oh.

63
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Just one.

64
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High school.

65
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She was kind.

66
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Uh, Terry, come on.

67
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Remember that girl
you blew it with earlier?

68
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Yeah?

69
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She was an actress.

70
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How do you know?

71
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You can tell
by the way she moves.

72
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- How she smoked a cigarette...
- Mmm.

73
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- You could find her.
- How?

74
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She was alone, man.

75
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A girl like that don't go to that theater by herself only once.

76
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Right.

77
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Just gotta go when they're playing some French new wave stuff.

78
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- Yeah.
- You can find her.

79
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You can definitely find her.

80
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Plus I go there a lot too,
so I'll keep my eye out to help you.

81
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Help me?

82
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Oh, yeah. Right.

83
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- She's not my type.
- Yeah?

84
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I like downtown girls, man.
Come on!

85
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- Okay, I believe you.
- It's all you, all right?

86
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- It's all you.
- All right.

87
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- It's all you.
- We'll look for her.

88
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Attaboy. Attaboy.

89
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Attaboy!

90
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We're looking for her.

91
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Maybe if you ask her just...

92
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Let's talk about Godard's
<i>Une femme est une femme.</i>

93
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I hope everyone saw it
this weekend.

94
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Um, who'd like to
get us started this morning?

95
00:07:09,797 --> 00:07:10,962
Charlie, sure.

96
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It's fluff.
Completely frivolous fluff.

97
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It's true. He litters his films
with references to books,

98
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and pop culture and politics,

99
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to fool critics into thinking
it's some sort of genius.

100
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Boo!

101
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Okay, okay, settle down.

102
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Well, I just think
he really loved her.

103
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And, how they made
six or seven films together

104
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and every one of them
is a love letter to her.

105
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She was his muse.

106
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Well, it's the male gaze, right?

107
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The directors
are almost always male

108
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and therefore,
we the "audience"

109
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<i>get to see the world</i>
<i>through a male perspective</i>

110
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<i>where women are always</i>
<i>passive, erotic objects.</i>

111
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You're nasty...
No, no, no, don't.

112
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<i>¶ Never before</i>
<i>have I felt so good</i>

113
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<i>¶ Joy came</i>
<i>when you stole my heart</i>

114
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<i>¶ I'll never leave you</i>
<i>As if I could, baby</i>

115
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<i>¶ Ooh, the pain</i>
<i>when we're apart</i>

116
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<i>¶ Your love keeps</i>
<i>drawing me closer</i>

117
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I love the walk.

118
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Yes. One more, one more,
one more.

119
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<i>¶ Never before</i>
<i>have I been so much</i>

120
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<i>¶ There's no need to ask me why</i>

121
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Hey, excuse me, excuse me.
How you doing?

122
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Um, you're so beautiful.
Do you mind if I get a photo of you?

123
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- I'm sorry.
- No, I can't. I gotta go.

124
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- Oh, come on, please.
- I gotta go.

125
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I'm gonna fail this quarter.
I gotta go.

126
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Oh, you're from Delaware?

127
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How did you know that?

128
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Only Delaware girls
say "quarter."

129
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- Quarter?
- Yeah.

130
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Oh, my God. I do say it weird.

131
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- Yeah. Come on. Let me take a photo of you real quick.
- No!

132
00:08:56,169 --> 00:08:57,769
- Let me take a photo.
- Fine.

133
00:08:57,771 --> 00:09:00,238
I'll get you back to your quarter so you don't fail.

134
00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:01,606
- All right?
- Fine.

135
00:09:04,845 --> 00:09:08,547
<i>¶ Your love keeps</i>
<i>drawing me closer</i>

136
00:09:08,549 --> 00:09:12,317
<i>¶ Your love keeps</i>
<i>drawing me closer</i>

137
00:09:19,226 --> 00:09:22,127
Terry, can you
hold that up?

138
00:09:22,129 --> 00:09:23,895
Ladies and gentlemen,
be sexy!

139
00:09:27,601 --> 00:09:30,669
<i>¶ You show me the way somehow</i>

140
00:09:31,438 --> 00:09:35,407
<i>¶ Turn my sorrow into joy</i>

141
00:09:35,409 --> 00:09:39,244
<i>¶ Your love keeps</i>
<i>drawing me closer</i>

142
00:09:39,246 --> 00:09:42,881
<i>¶ Your love keeps</i>
<i>drawing me closer</i>

143
00:09:42,883 --> 00:09:46,851
<i>¶ Your love keeps</i>
<i>drawing me closer</i>

144
00:09:46,853 --> 00:09:50,622
<i>¶ Your love keeps</i>
<i>drawing me closer</i>

145
00:09:50,624 --> 00:09:54,559
<i>¶ Your love keeps</i>
<i>drawing me</i>

146
00:09:54,561 --> 00:09:56,328
<i>¶ Your love keeps</i>
<i>drawing me ¶</i>

147
00:10:02,836 --> 00:10:04,469
You're so shy.

148
00:10:04,471 --> 00:10:06,404
Can you just fucking
kiss me already?

149
00:10:27,194 --> 00:10:28,994
Come on, Terry.

150
00:11:16,977 --> 00:11:17,976
Terry.

151
00:11:19,246 --> 00:11:20,578
- Look...
- I know, let's get outta here.

152
00:11:20,580 --> 00:11:22,280
No, look, I gotta tell you
something, man, all right?

153
00:11:22,282 --> 00:11:23,648
The other day...

154
00:11:24,451 --> 00:11:26,451
We got in the car...

155
00:11:26,453 --> 00:11:28,053
- And...
- Oh, my God.

156
00:11:33,727 --> 00:11:34,793
Wait here.

157
00:11:44,638 --> 00:11:45,570
Hi.

158
00:11:45,939 --> 00:11:46,871
Hi.

159
00:11:48,909 --> 00:11:50,141
Do you remember me?

160
00:11:52,913 --> 00:11:54,779
No.

161
00:11:54,781 --> 00:11:58,016
We saw <i>A woman is a woman</i> here together a couple of weeks ago.

162
00:12:00,787 --> 00:12:01,786
Together?

163
00:12:02,723 --> 00:12:03,822
Well...

164
00:12:05,092 --> 00:12:07,325
- Not exactly together.
- Okay.

165
00:12:07,327 --> 00:12:08,693
Good.

166
00:12:08,695 --> 00:12:12,764
For a second I thought
you trying to <i>Marienbad</i> me.

167
00:12:13,433 --> 00:12:15,033
That's a great movie.

168
00:12:15,035 --> 00:12:17,769
Did we not exactly see
that one together, too?

169
00:12:18,905 --> 00:12:21,639
No, look.

170
00:12:21,641 --> 00:12:24,109
I bummed you a cigarette.
We were standing right over there.

171
00:12:26,413 --> 00:12:27,846
Oh, right.

172
00:12:28,215 --> 00:12:29,647
Do you need one?

173
00:12:29,649 --> 00:12:31,583
No, no, no. Look, um...

174
00:12:32,552 --> 00:12:34,753
I know how this is gonna sound,

175
00:12:34,755 --> 00:12:38,490
but I've been coming here
just about every night since,

176
00:12:39,226 --> 00:12:40,859
hoping I'd see you again.

177
00:12:40,861 --> 00:12:43,027
I was starting to think you were
from out of town or something.

178
00:12:43,029 --> 00:12:44,696
No, I...

179
00:12:44,698 --> 00:12:46,931
I'm in a play,
but I come here all the time

180
00:12:46,933 --> 00:12:49,934
when I'm not working.
I'm Catherine.

181
00:12:49,936 --> 00:12:52,203
- Terry. So you're an actress.
- Yeah.

182
00:12:55,008 --> 00:12:57,909
Catherine, I'd like you
to meet my friend, Phil.

183
00:12:57,911 --> 00:13:01,746
Catherine, that is
the perfect name for her.

184
00:13:01,748 --> 00:13:03,882
- Right?
- Catherine, I'm Phil.

185
00:13:03,884 --> 00:13:07,385
- Nice to meet you.
- Hi, I'm really confused right now.

186
00:13:07,387 --> 00:13:09,320
Can somebody please tell me
what's going on?

187
00:13:09,322 --> 00:13:10,622
Uh, come have dinner with us.

188
00:13:10,624 --> 00:13:11,956
- What?
- I, uh...

189
00:13:11,958 --> 00:13:14,592
Did Terry not tell you
he wants you to be in his movie?

190
00:13:14,594 --> 00:13:16,694
I'm a film student.
I'm directing a short film,

191
00:13:16,696 --> 00:13:17,896
and I want you to be in it.

192
00:13:17,898 --> 00:13:19,397
Come and have
some dinner with us.

193
00:13:19,399 --> 00:13:20,532
- Please.
- Come on.

194
00:13:20,534 --> 00:13:22,167
- Please?
- Come on. You know you want to.

195
00:13:22,169 --> 00:13:25,003
Okay, Jesus. Let's... Let's go.

196
00:13:30,777 --> 00:13:32,844
So, where are you guys from?

197
00:13:32,846 --> 00:13:34,712
Uh, Baltimore.

198
00:13:34,714 --> 00:13:36,080
Philadelphia.

199
00:13:36,883 --> 00:13:39,117
- Phil from Phily.
- That's right.

200
00:13:39,886 --> 00:13:41,019
What about you?

201
00:13:41,021 --> 00:13:43,288
Oh, I'm from Texas.

202
00:13:43,924 --> 00:13:45,056
Texas?

203
00:13:45,058 --> 00:13:47,458
But you don't sound
like you're from Texas.

204
00:13:47,460 --> 00:13:50,228
Oh, I don't sound like
I'm from Texas, partner?

205
00:14:17,090 --> 00:14:19,724
So, you're in a play?

206
00:14:19,725 --> 00:14:22,359
Yeah, we're doing a stage version of <i>Last Tango in Paris.</i>

207
00:14:22,362 --> 00:14:24,062
It's a feminist version.

208
00:14:24,064 --> 00:14:25,530
I play the Brando part.

209
00:14:25,532 --> 00:14:27,398
I heard that Maria Schneider

210
00:14:27,400 --> 00:14:30,501
never spoke to Bertolucci again
after the butter scene

211
00:14:30,503 --> 00:14:31,836
'cause she felt violated.

212
00:14:31,838 --> 00:14:34,572
Yeah, so now the girls
get to have the fun.

213
00:14:34,574 --> 00:14:36,441
That's so cool.

214
00:14:36,443 --> 00:14:38,309
So, how did you
get into photography?

215
00:14:40,814 --> 00:14:44,282
- Love women.
- You love women?

216
00:14:44,784 --> 00:14:46,985
I shoot mostly nudes.

217
00:14:48,622 --> 00:14:52,523
Well, I'm getting
some photos taken tomorrow.

218
00:14:52,525 --> 00:14:54,759
I'm gonna be
fully-clothed though.

219
00:14:54,761 --> 00:14:56,661
- Headshots?
- Yeah.

220
00:14:56,663 --> 00:14:59,297
Mine are old and getting older.

221
00:15:00,767 --> 00:15:02,200
Do you know this person?

222
00:15:04,471 --> 00:15:06,170
What sort of name is Laudik?

223
00:15:06,172 --> 00:15:08,239
Yeah, that sounds made up.

224
00:15:08,241 --> 00:15:10,241
He's supposed to be good.

225
00:15:10,243 --> 00:15:13,378
All right. How about
you let me do your shoot?

226
00:15:13,380 --> 00:15:15,046
- You'd do that?
- Sure.

227
00:15:15,048 --> 00:15:17,615
- When?
- Tomorrow.

228
00:15:17,617 --> 00:15:20,251
- Does that work for you?
- Yeah, I'm free tomorrow.

229
00:15:20,253 --> 00:15:22,320
Good, so you can help me.

230
00:15:22,322 --> 00:15:25,189
And y'all two can talk about this short you're working on.

231
00:15:27,594 --> 00:15:28,860
Look at the camera.

232
00:15:28,862 --> 00:15:31,396
Yeah, give me some sexy
in your eyes.

233
00:15:32,866 --> 00:15:34,666
- Yes.
- Hmm.

234
00:15:34,668 --> 00:15:36,801
Not trying to get me
to take off my clothes?

235
00:15:37,804 --> 00:15:39,170
What, you think I'm a pervert?

236
00:15:39,172 --> 00:15:41,306
Yeah, I do.
I think you're a pervert.

237
00:15:45,612 --> 00:15:46,328
Hmm.

238
00:15:46,329 --> 00:15:47,045
That's what I mean.

239
00:15:47,047 --> 00:15:50,214
But you got this big smile now.

240
00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:54,385
Ow.

241
00:15:58,525 --> 00:16:00,325
Hey, is there a timer
on that camera?

242
00:16:01,561 --> 00:16:03,261
- Oh, yeah.
- Okay.

243
00:16:06,566 --> 00:16:08,099
Okay, dance with me.

244
00:16:08,101 --> 00:16:10,468
- Dance with you?
- Yeah, come on.

245
00:16:12,672 --> 00:16:14,005
Three, four...

246
00:16:16,543 --> 00:16:17,709
Okay.

247
00:16:17,711 --> 00:16:20,745
Turn, one, two, three...

248
00:16:20,747 --> 00:16:23,414
Ah, Terry!

249
00:16:32,993 --> 00:16:37,395
<i>Boys couldn't help</i>
<i>but be sucked into her world.</i>

250
00:16:38,465 --> 00:16:41,966
She was a force

251
00:16:45,372 --> 00:16:48,139
that drew them.

252
00:16:49,309 --> 00:16:50,508
Together.

253
00:16:52,812 --> 00:16:54,445
Goddamn that's good.

254
00:17:05,625 --> 00:17:07,191
Here we are.

255
00:17:10,964 --> 00:17:13,765
Now this tie
is a very important component

256
00:17:13,767 --> 00:17:17,235
is this new chapter
of our relationship.

257
00:17:17,237 --> 00:17:20,004
I don't think I have to
explain to you what this is for.

258
00:17:20,006 --> 00:17:23,641
- No. Yeah, I got it.
- Okay.

259
00:17:23,643 --> 00:17:25,810
May we both have to
use it often, huh?

260
00:17:28,415 --> 00:17:31,416
I am late. I'm late.

261
00:17:31,418 --> 00:17:33,451
I don't think
they can start without you.

262
00:17:33,453 --> 00:17:34,685
I'm so nervous.

263
00:17:34,687 --> 00:17:36,888
Relax.
Do the big monologue.

264
00:17:40,693 --> 00:17:42,927
You look ridiculous
in that make up.

265
00:17:43,530 --> 00:17:45,930
Like a caricature of a whore.

266
00:17:45,932 --> 00:17:48,066
A little touch of Mommy
in the night.

267
00:17:48,068 --> 00:17:50,234
I wish you could see yourself.
You'd really laugh.

268
00:17:50,236 --> 00:17:53,004
You're your mother's
masterpiece.

269
00:17:53,006 --> 00:17:55,006
Our marriage was nothing
but a foxhole for you,

270
00:17:55,008 --> 00:17:56,741
And all it took
for you to get out

271
00:17:56,743 --> 00:18:00,078
was a 35-cent razor
and a tub full of water,

272
00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:03,314
you cheap goddamn
fucking god-forsaken whore.

273
00:18:03,316 --> 00:18:06,000
I hope you rot in hell!

274
00:18:06,001 --> 00:18:08,685
You're dirtier than the...
You're worse than the dirtiest street pig anyone could find,

275
00:18:08,688 --> 00:18:10,521
and you know why? You know why?

276
00:18:10,523 --> 00:18:13,424
Because you lied!
You lied to me.

277
00:18:13,426 --> 00:18:16,828
I trusted you, and you lied.

278
00:18:18,731 --> 00:18:20,331
<i>Go on, tell me.</i>

279
00:18:20,767 --> 00:18:22,366
<i>You pig-fucker.</i>

280
00:18:23,303 --> 00:18:26,938
<i>You goddamn fucking pig,</i>
<i>fucking liar.</i>

281
00:18:28,108 --> 00:18:30,975
<i>Sorry Rosa, I just can't...</i>
<i>I can't...</i>

282
00:18:30,977 --> 00:18:35,079
Stand to see these
goddamn things on your face.

283
00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:39,383
You never wore makeup.

284
00:18:40,687 --> 00:18:43,321
But this fucking shit.

285
00:18:45,825 --> 00:18:47,892
I'm gonna take this
off your mouth.

286
00:18:49,162 --> 00:18:50,495
This lipstick...

287
00:18:54,367 --> 00:18:56,467
Rosa, oh, God, I'm...

288
00:18:58,671 --> 00:19:00,338
I'm sorry.

289
00:19:06,546 --> 00:19:08,646
I don't know why you did it.

290
00:19:12,652 --> 00:19:14,752
I'd do it, too, if I knew how.

291
00:19:14,754 --> 00:19:17,054
I just... I don't know how.

292
00:19:18,725 --> 00:19:20,458
I... I have to...

293
00:19:23,796 --> 00:19:25,663
I have to find a way.

294
00:19:32,071 --> 00:19:33,538
<i>Hey, Catherine.</i>

295
00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,239
<i>Hey.</i>

296
00:19:36,476 --> 00:19:38,376
You were incredible.

297
00:19:38,378 --> 00:19:40,478
Honestly, you gave Brando
a run for his money.

298
00:19:40,480 --> 00:19:43,314
- Hey, let's not go overboard.
- Yeah, let's not.

299
00:19:43,316 --> 00:19:45,883
- Oh, you didn't like it?
- It was fine.

300
00:19:45,885 --> 00:19:47,418
You did great.

301
00:19:48,755 --> 00:19:50,721
Oh, I uh...

302
00:19:50,723 --> 00:19:53,591
- Oh, is this what I think it is?
- Yeah, I finished it last night.

303
00:19:53,593 --> 00:19:55,393
I cannot wait to read it.

304
00:19:56,296 --> 00:19:57,862
Uh, what are you up to
right now?

305
00:19:57,864 --> 00:20:00,798
Um, I'm gonna get a drink with some of my friends from the show.

306
00:20:00,800 --> 00:20:01,866
You two are welcome to come.

307
00:20:01,868 --> 00:20:03,701
- Sure.
- I got a date. I can't.

308
00:20:03,703 --> 00:20:06,637
But, uh, I'll see you
back at the ranch.

309
00:20:06,639 --> 00:20:08,673
Catherine, you did amazing,
okay?

310
00:20:08,675 --> 00:20:10,041
Thanks.

311
00:20:10,910 --> 00:20:13,177
- What's up with him?
- I don't know.

312
00:20:13,179 --> 00:20:14,612
- Come on!
- Oh, come on.

313
00:20:16,983 --> 00:20:20,351
Catherine, you were awesome,
you fucking pig-fucker.

314
00:20:20,353 --> 00:20:22,486
- Pig-fucker.
- Better than Brando.

315
00:20:24,657 --> 00:20:26,190
Oh, come on. Shut up.

316
00:20:26,192 --> 00:20:28,759
You know, Catherine, really,
you blew me away.

317
00:20:28,761 --> 00:20:30,361
Looks like you got a fan.

318
00:20:30,363 --> 00:20:32,129
This is
my friend Terry.

319
00:20:32,131 --> 00:20:34,865
- Friend?
- Terry is a filmmaker

320
00:20:34,867 --> 00:20:37,301
and I'm starring in a short film
that he's making.

321
00:20:37,303 --> 00:20:40,871
What's the film about?
- Yeah, what is this film about?

322
00:20:40,873 --> 00:20:43,174
Well, it's... It's a love story.

323
00:20:43,176 --> 00:20:45,343
Aw...

324
00:20:45,344 --> 00:20:47,511
Well, he did stand
outside of a theater every night

325
00:20:47,513 --> 00:20:49,614
for weeks looking for me.

326
00:20:49,616 --> 00:20:51,082
So romantic!

327
00:20:51,084 --> 00:20:52,783
Okay, shut up,
shut up, shut up.

328
00:20:52,785 --> 00:20:53,918
Let him talk.

329
00:20:53,920 --> 00:20:57,688
Well... It's sort of
about how we met.

330
00:21:00,927 --> 00:21:02,526
Wait, it's about me?

331
00:21:02,528 --> 00:21:04,562
- Oh, shit.
- Yeah.

332
00:21:04,564 --> 00:21:07,098
Ooh, someone's in love.

333
00:21:07,100 --> 00:21:10,534
Someone's fucking obsessed
with the pig-fucker.

334
00:21:10,536 --> 00:21:12,670
- Pig-fucker!
- Pig-fucker.

335
00:21:12,672 --> 00:21:13,671
Cheers.

336
00:21:23,983 --> 00:21:26,150
That was fun. I like my friends.

337
00:21:28,321 --> 00:21:30,655
The script!

338
00:21:32,892 --> 00:21:34,225
Wait, don't read it now.

339
00:21:34,227 --> 00:21:36,560
Why not? I can finish it
before we get to my stop.

340
00:21:36,562 --> 00:21:38,763
- Please don't.
- Why?

341
00:21:38,765 --> 00:21:41,232
I don't know. It's embarrassing.

342
00:21:41,234 --> 00:21:43,734
That's a good thing. That means
you put yourself out there.

343
00:21:43,736 --> 00:21:45,736
That's what artists do.

344
00:21:45,738 --> 00:21:48,439
Okay, but I can't be in the car
when you're reading it.

345
00:21:51,411 --> 00:21:53,711
Y'all some
weird motherfuckers.

346
00:21:53,713 --> 00:21:55,313
Which is fine by me.

347
00:21:55,315 --> 00:21:57,448
I like getting paid
to do nothing.

348
00:21:57,450 --> 00:22:00,084
Shit, we could stand out here
all night if you want.

349
00:22:03,690 --> 00:22:08,259
Say, man, you ever get
that, uh, writer's block?

350
00:22:12,632 --> 00:22:14,398
That bad, huh?

351
00:22:23,976 --> 00:22:25,609
- Good night.
- Catherine.

352
00:22:28,948 --> 00:22:31,315
Damn, that was cold.

353
00:23:47,593 --> 00:23:48,859
- Terry.
- Hmm.

354
00:23:52,064 --> 00:23:53,597
- Hi.
- Hey.

355
00:23:56,402 --> 00:23:58,302
I didn't think I was
ever going to see you again.

356
00:23:58,304 --> 00:24:00,838
Why are you
sleeping out here?

357
00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:04,542
- Phil's date.
- Oh. Right.

358
00:24:08,214 --> 00:24:10,748
Look, whatever upset you
about my script...

359
00:24:10,750 --> 00:24:12,516
Oh, no. I wasn't upset.

360
00:24:14,320 --> 00:24:16,387
Maybe it was too...

361
00:24:17,557 --> 00:24:19,290
- Confessional or something?
- No, no, no.

362
00:24:19,292 --> 00:24:22,126
No, a lot of it
was really beautiful.

363
00:24:22,128 --> 00:24:23,427
I just...

364
00:24:26,799 --> 00:24:31,769
No one's ever written
anything like that for me,

365
00:24:31,771 --> 00:24:34,672
about me. I got scared.

366
00:24:36,075 --> 00:24:37,441
Why?

367
00:24:37,443 --> 00:24:39,910
Well, we don't really
know each other.

368
00:24:40,913 --> 00:24:42,413
I want to know you.

369
00:24:44,283 --> 00:24:45,950
I wanna know you, too.

370
00:24:46,552 --> 00:24:47,751
I just...

371
00:24:48,955 --> 00:24:50,921
Wanna take things slow.

372
00:24:55,761 --> 00:24:57,428
As slow as you like.

373
00:24:58,631 --> 00:25:00,731
I'm not looking
for anything serious.

374
00:25:01,434 --> 00:25:03,567
We don't have to be serious.

375
00:25:03,936 --> 00:25:05,269
Are you sure?

376
00:27:00,086 --> 00:27:02,486
- Hi.
- Hey.

377
00:27:02,488 --> 00:27:04,755
I've been so anxious
to see these.

378
00:27:06,092 --> 00:27:07,758
I'm sure you'll be pleased.

379
00:27:26,812 --> 00:27:27,911
Wow.

380
00:27:29,081 --> 00:27:30,481
These are great.

381
00:27:31,450 --> 00:27:33,717
Thank you so much. I...

382
00:27:34,353 --> 00:27:36,053
Wish you'd let me pay you.

383
00:27:36,055 --> 00:27:37,721
Absolutely not. Excuse me.

384
00:27:37,723 --> 00:27:39,356
Can I get a drink
for my friend here?

385
00:27:39,358 --> 00:27:40,924
- What do you want?
- I'll have water.

386
00:27:41,894 --> 00:27:43,160
Have a drink with me.

387
00:27:45,531 --> 00:27:47,131
You're having whiskey?

388
00:27:48,200 --> 00:27:50,601
Uh, I'll have a whiskey
on the rocks

389
00:27:50,603 --> 00:27:52,670
- with a splash of water, please.
- Make that two.

390
00:27:52,672 --> 00:27:54,004
Coming right up.

391
00:28:06,185 --> 00:28:09,586
- Terry seems very happy.
- Mmm-Hmm.

392
00:28:10,156 --> 00:28:12,589
Yeah, he's sweet.

393
00:28:12,591 --> 00:28:18,529
He says he wants us to be like
Godard and Anna Karina.

394
00:28:19,198 --> 00:28:20,864
Godard and Karina got divorced.

395
00:28:20,866 --> 00:28:22,733
They didn't have
a happy ever after.

396
00:28:24,537 --> 00:28:26,603
They treated each other badly.

397
00:28:27,640 --> 00:28:29,206
That's what people do.

398
00:28:34,947 --> 00:28:36,680
I wanna photograph you.

399
00:28:37,416 --> 00:28:38,816
You already did.

400
00:28:39,952 --> 00:28:41,218
You know what I mean.

401
00:28:51,130 --> 00:28:52,896
What do you want from me?

402
00:28:52,898 --> 00:28:55,766
- Lot less than Terry does.
- What's that supposed to mean?

403
00:28:59,238 --> 00:29:01,171
I see the way he looks at you.

404
00:29:01,173 --> 00:29:04,241
He had you on a pedestal
before he even knew your name.

405
00:29:04,243 --> 00:29:07,911
You're not a person to him,
you're a cinematic ideal.

406
00:29:09,582 --> 00:29:12,516
But I know the truth of Texas.

407
00:29:12,518 --> 00:29:15,152
You're flesh and blood
just like the rest of us.

408
00:29:16,822 --> 00:29:19,423
Plus you and I both know
Terry ain't gonna fuck you

409
00:29:19,425 --> 00:29:21,091
the way you need to be fucked.

410
00:29:24,463 --> 00:29:26,530
It's all too precious to him.

411
00:29:28,801 --> 00:29:31,301
That's what all this is about?
You wanna fuck me?

412
00:29:31,303 --> 00:29:32,770
Once.

413
00:29:32,772 --> 00:29:35,572
Just to prove to myself there's nothing special about you.

414
00:29:35,574 --> 00:29:37,574
<i>¶ Things that hurt</i>

415
00:29:37,576 --> 00:29:41,044
<i>¶ Are really just a passing fad</i>

416
00:29:41,046 --> 00:29:44,548
<i>¶ Accept life at</i>
<i>its normal course</i>

417
00:29:44,550 --> 00:29:48,452
<i>¶ It's a very strong</i>
<i>motivating force</i>

418
00:29:48,454 --> 00:29:51,789
<i>¶ Don't rebel</i>
<i>against the outright facts</i>

419
00:29:51,791 --> 00:29:55,325
<i>¶ 'Cause history is</i>
<i>a very valid source</i>

420
00:29:55,327 --> 00:29:59,229
<i>¶ Just dry your eyes up</i>
<i>Barbara girl</i>

421
00:29:59,231 --> 00:30:02,499
<i>¶ Tomorrow is a brand new day</i>

422
00:30:02,501 --> 00:30:06,436
<i>¶ Just dry your eyes up</i>
<i>Barbara girl</i>

423
00:30:06,438 --> 00:30:09,306
<i>¶ Tomorrow is a brand new day</i>

424
00:30:10,509 --> 00:30:13,710
<i>¶ Why, oh why does Barbara cry?</i>

425
00:30:13,712 --> 00:30:17,681
<i>¶ The girl's got a broken heart</i>

426
00:30:17,683 --> 00:30:20,818
<i>¶ Why, oh why does Barbara cry?</i>

427
00:30:20,820 --> 00:30:24,021
<i>¶ The girl's got a broken heart</i>

428
00:30:24,023 --> 00:30:27,791
<i>¶ Could it be she's lost</i>
<i>that special boy</i>

429
00:30:27,793 --> 00:30:31,094
<i>¶ She really, really</i>
<i>cared about?</i>

430
00:30:31,096 --> 00:30:34,898
<i>¶ Could it be she feels</i>
<i>her life's so cruel?</i>

431
00:30:34,900 --> 00:30:38,335
<i>¶ Of that</i>
<i>there really is no doubt</i>

432
00:30:38,337 --> 00:30:41,805
<i>¶ Tomorrow holds a new romance</i>

433
00:30:41,807 --> 00:30:45,609
<i>¶ That will really</i>
<i>make her jump and shout</i>

434
00:30:45,611 --> 00:30:49,479
<i>¶ But again,</i>
<i>what happened yesterday</i>

435
00:30:49,481 --> 00:30:52,583
<i>¶ Never found yourself in doubt</i>

436
00:30:53,519 --> 00:30:56,620
<i>¶ Why, oh why does Barbara cry?</i>

437
00:30:56,622 --> 00:30:59,790
<i>¶ The girl's got a broken heart</i>

438
00:31:00,659 --> 00:31:03,760
<i>¶ Why, oh why does Barbara cry?</i>

439
00:31:03,762 --> 00:31:06,830
<i>¶ The girl's got a broken heart</i>

440
00:31:06,832 --> 00:31:10,667
<i>¶ As you grow older</i>
<i>Barbara child</i>

441
00:31:10,669 --> 00:31:14,271
<i>¶ You're always trying to</i>
<i>pull me back</i>

442
00:31:14,273 --> 00:31:18,108
<i>¶ You'll also find</i>
<i>the things that hurt</i>

443
00:31:18,110 --> 00:31:20,010
<i>¶ Are really just</i>
<i>a passing fad ¶</i>

444
00:31:20,012 --> 00:31:22,279
And... cut.

445
00:32:25,377 --> 00:32:26,343
Folks,

446
00:32:26,345 --> 00:32:31,248
we applaud the herculean effort
it takes to make any film,

447
00:32:31,250 --> 00:32:33,116
regardless of our opinion of it.

448
00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:35,519
Let's try that again.

449
00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:42,726
All right,
are you ready, Terry?

450
00:32:42,728 --> 00:32:44,561
- Uh...
- You look a little queasy.

451
00:32:44,563 --> 00:32:46,697
No, I'm okay.

452
00:32:46,699 --> 00:32:48,198
Let's get the worst of it
over with first.

453
00:32:49,601 --> 00:32:51,501
Charlie?

454
00:32:51,503 --> 00:32:56,974
Well, Truffaut asked that <i>The 400 Blows</i>
be judged solely based on its sincerity.

455
00:32:56,976 --> 00:32:59,376
Obviously this isn't
<i>The 400 Blows,</i>

456
00:32:59,378 --> 00:33:01,745
but it felt very sincere to me.

457
00:33:01,747 --> 00:33:04,081
I was actually quite surprised.

458
00:33:04,083 --> 00:33:06,016
This is one of the best shorts
we've seen so far.

459
00:33:06,018 --> 00:33:07,617
- Thanks.
- Nice work, Terry.

460
00:33:07,619 --> 00:33:08,685
Thank you.

461
00:33:08,687 --> 00:33:10,754
- Sara.
- Yeah, you guys just like it

462
00:33:10,756 --> 00:33:13,490
because it's written
from a male's point of view.

463
00:33:13,492 --> 00:33:15,158
I agree with Sara.

464
00:33:15,160 --> 00:33:17,227
I'm surprised too.

465
00:33:17,229 --> 00:33:19,963
I have to say, I was expecting
something more.

466
00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:25,435
Terry, you talk
about using film to think,

467
00:33:25,437 --> 00:33:28,205
to dig deeper
into the world, but

468
00:33:28,207 --> 00:33:33,310
all I see up there is obsession
with the outside of this woman.

469
00:33:33,312 --> 00:33:38,315
Her face, her moley chest,
just her body,

470
00:33:38,317 --> 00:33:41,184
I don't think you have the slightest idea who she really is.

471
00:33:58,670 --> 00:33:59,703
Oh!

472
00:33:59,705 --> 00:34:02,239
Terry, the fucking tie's
on the door.

473
00:34:02,241 --> 00:34:04,241
- Ugh.
- Shit. Hey!

474
00:34:04,810 --> 00:34:06,977
Hey! Terry!

475
00:34:08,680 --> 00:34:11,782
Te... It didn't mean anything.
It was just sex.

476
00:34:11,784 --> 00:34:15,085
Look, someone swiped the tie
off my fucking door, man.

477
00:35:20,619 --> 00:35:22,018
<i>Can you hear it?</i>

478
00:35:22,020 --> 00:35:25,055
<i>It's hollow.</i>
- <i>Yeah. It's a hiding place.</i>

479
00:35:25,057 --> 00:35:28,525
<i>¶ No, this is not my guitar</i>

480
00:35:28,527 --> 00:35:31,461
<i>¶ I'm bringing it to a friend</i>

481
00:35:32,498 --> 00:35:35,732
<i>¶ And no I don't sing</i>

482
00:35:35,734 --> 00:35:39,302
<i>¶ I'm only humming along</i>

483
00:35:40,439 --> 00:35:43,140
<i>¶ Up here in the air</i>

484
00:35:43,142 --> 00:35:47,043
<i>¶ I'm just mumbling</i>
<i>at the clouds</i>

485
00:35:47,946 --> 00:35:50,814
<i>¶ Wanting to be known</i>

486
00:35:50,816 --> 00:35:55,919
<i>¶ While I pass</i>
<i>the lonely hours ¶</i>

487
00:36:00,125 --> 00:36:01,958
t

488
00:36:11,737 --> 00:36:13,303
Another night in the movies?

489
00:36:23,949 --> 00:36:25,515
- Excuse me.
- This one.

490
00:36:25,517 --> 00:36:26,917
This one's my favorite.

491
00:36:26,919 --> 00:36:28,885
Oh, God. Of course, it is.

492
00:36:28,887 --> 00:36:30,187
Why? Why? 'Cause she's naked?

493
00:36:30,189 --> 00:36:31,621
- Yeah.
- They're all naked.

494
00:36:31,623 --> 00:36:32,689
No, she's not.

495
00:36:32,691 --> 00:36:34,758
I was there when they shot that.

496
00:36:34,760 --> 00:36:36,059
Excuse me?

497
00:36:36,061 --> 00:36:38,195
Those rocks,
they're actually pretty dangerous.

498
00:36:38,197 --> 00:36:40,597
And one of the models,
she fell off,

499
00:36:40,599 --> 00:36:42,799
- and I caught her.
- Who are you?

500
00:36:42,801 --> 00:36:45,602
Maxwell, this is
Terry Lam. Hey.

501
00:36:45,604 --> 00:36:47,337
You.

502
00:36:47,339 --> 00:36:49,839
Terry is Phil's best friend
from college.

503
00:36:49,841 --> 00:36:51,741
- Oh!
- I'm sure you got a lot of stories.

504
00:36:51,743 --> 00:36:53,009
Yeah, I guess.

505
00:36:53,011 --> 00:36:54,511
It's my wife, Victoria.

506
00:36:54,513 --> 00:36:56,947
So, you said the model fell off the rock and you caught her?

507
00:36:56,949 --> 00:36:58,582
- Yeah.
- Wow.

508
00:36:58,584 --> 00:37:00,083
- She's a lucky girl.
- Yeah.

509
00:37:00,085 --> 00:37:02,052
Well, your ex-roommate
has a hell of an eye.

510
00:37:02,054 --> 00:37:04,154
Wow, that's a big compliment
coming from you.

511
00:37:04,156 --> 00:37:08,024
So Maxwell is directing a remake
of a Godard film.

512
00:37:08,026 --> 00:37:09,125
- Is that right?
- Yeah.

513
00:37:09,127 --> 00:37:11,461
Hey, do you think
Phil's that good?

514
00:37:11,463 --> 00:37:13,964
Good or not, he's got everything
going for him right now, right?

515
00:37:13,966 --> 00:37:16,499
He's young, he's good looking,
kind of a bad ass.

516
00:37:16,501 --> 00:37:17,734
Kind of?

517
00:37:17,736 --> 00:37:19,269
Oh, please, girls.

518
00:37:19,271 --> 00:37:21,271
Don't pretend
like you don't love it.

519
00:37:21,273 --> 00:37:24,975
You guys like your guys broken
so that you can fix 'em.

520
00:37:24,977 --> 00:37:26,343
I can't fix you.

521
00:37:26,345 --> 00:37:28,678
Well, by the time you figure that out,
it's too late.

522
00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:31,348
Yeah. Hey, Terry,
I wanna hear about you. What do you do?

523
00:37:31,350 --> 00:37:33,283
- I'm a film critic.
- Oh, yeah?

524
00:37:33,285 --> 00:37:35,018
For magazines or newspapers?

525
00:37:35,020 --> 00:37:37,988
Well, a bit of both.
Freelance, actually.

526
00:37:37,990 --> 00:37:40,390
Babe, Julian. Come on,
we gotta talk to Julian.

527
00:37:40,392 --> 00:37:42,492
I have to go with him, he's stoned,
but I'm gonna find you later.

528
00:37:42,494 --> 00:37:44,394
We're gonna talk more.

529
00:37:44,395 --> 00:37:46,295
I feel like we haven't
seen much of you.

530
00:37:46,298 --> 00:37:49,032
Phil and I will go running
couple mornings a week.

531
00:37:49,034 --> 00:37:51,101
Okay, I haven't seen you.

532
00:37:51,103 --> 00:37:53,336
Oh, you have been swamped.

533
00:37:53,338 --> 00:37:56,473
I was hoping
maybe you'd fallen in love,

534
00:37:56,475 --> 00:37:58,208
maybe a lucky lady
was taking up your time.

535
00:37:58,210 --> 00:38:00,176
I'm sorry to disappoint.

536
00:38:01,213 --> 00:38:02,912
Oh, what do you think?

537
00:38:02,914 --> 00:38:04,147
Beautiful.

538
00:38:04,149 --> 00:38:05,949
Yeah, these are the only ones
I'd let him show.

539
00:38:05,951 --> 00:38:07,417
We've been quarrelling
about it for weeks.

540
00:38:07,419 --> 00:38:10,220
I mean,
he tried to break me down but I stayed strong.

541
00:38:10,222 --> 00:38:12,122
I'm not one of his models.

542
00:38:12,124 --> 00:38:13,256
Have you seen him?

543
00:38:13,258 --> 00:38:15,425
No, he's been mobbed
since I got here.

544
00:38:15,427 --> 00:38:16,927
Hmm.

545
00:38:16,928 --> 00:38:18,428
- Catherine.
- Ah, <i>bonjour.</i>

546
00:38:25,237 --> 00:38:27,570
How long have been
in love with Catherine?

547
00:38:27,973 --> 00:38:29,639
Excuse me?

548
00:38:29,641 --> 00:38:32,909
I like to think I have a very pretty wife,
would you agree?

549
00:38:32,911 --> 00:38:35,111
- Yeah, she's pretty.
- Uh-huh.

550
00:38:35,113 --> 00:38:37,714
Well, you wouldn't know.
You barely even looked at her.

551
00:38:39,318 --> 00:38:41,351
You wanted me
to check out your wife?

552
00:38:41,353 --> 00:38:44,187
No. You didn't. That's my point.

553
00:38:44,189 --> 00:38:45,822
But she was flirting with you.

554
00:38:45,824 --> 00:38:47,357
She doesn't do that
with everyone.

555
00:38:47,359 --> 00:38:50,126
But you wouldn't know.
You were too busy staring at Catherine.

556
00:38:52,331 --> 00:38:54,197
I'm sorry.

557
00:38:54,199 --> 00:38:56,599
Hey, why'd she pick
Phil over you anyway?

558
00:39:03,442 --> 00:39:05,942
Dance with me.

559
00:39:05,944 --> 00:39:11,748
<i>¶ Cause girl don't you know I only tried to hide the pain when I said</i>

560
00:39:11,750 --> 00:39:16,720
<i>¶ I don't really want you</i>
<i>I don't really need you</i>

561
00:39:16,722 --> 00:39:21,591
<i>¶ I don't want to have you</i>
<i>I don't really love you</i>

562
00:39:24,363 --> 00:39:26,663
<i>¶ Now we're</i>
<i>hitting the daylight ¶</i>

563
00:39:26,665 --> 00:39:28,431
What are we doing, Terry?

564
00:39:28,433 --> 00:39:30,333
What do you mean?

565
00:39:30,335 --> 00:39:34,270
I was just in the bathroom
and a half a dozen models

566
00:39:34,272 --> 00:39:37,006
were doing coke
off of Phil's photo.

567
00:39:37,008 --> 00:39:38,141
Hmm.

568
00:39:38,910 --> 00:39:40,744
I'm an actress.

569
00:39:40,746 --> 00:39:43,346
I know. You're a great actress.

570
00:39:43,348 --> 00:39:45,415
Well, I'm
losing sight of it.

571
00:39:47,052 --> 00:39:49,119
You quitting didn't help.

572
00:39:49,121 --> 00:39:50,520
I didn't quit.

573
00:39:51,056 --> 00:39:53,123
I just switched art forms.

574
00:39:53,792 --> 00:39:55,125
Mmm-hmm.

575
00:39:55,127 --> 00:39:57,227
I threw that feature
against a brick wall for years.

576
00:39:57,229 --> 00:39:58,628
Nobody wanted it.

577
00:39:59,498 --> 00:40:00,630
Write another.

578
00:40:02,134 --> 00:40:04,701
Hey, what's up?

579
00:40:05,036 --> 00:40:06,903
Mmm, Texas.

580
00:40:06,905 --> 00:40:08,872
Take a photo of me
and Terry, huh?

581
00:40:09,841 --> 00:40:11,207
No, wait. Actually...

582
00:40:11,209 --> 00:40:13,176
Let me ask one of our
beauteous models.

583
00:40:13,178 --> 00:40:16,813
Can you take a photo
of me and my friends please?

584
00:40:16,815 --> 00:40:18,314
Come here. Come on, come on.

585
00:40:20,252 --> 00:40:22,252
Okay, lay one on me, boys.

586
00:40:24,189 --> 00:40:25,922
Hey, asshole!

587
00:40:25,924 --> 00:40:28,024
I got a call
from <i>The Times</i> today.

588
00:40:28,026 --> 00:40:29,726
You told them we fucked?

589
00:40:30,562 --> 00:40:32,095
- I was drunk.
- Oh, you were drunk?

590
00:40:32,097 --> 00:40:33,096
- Yes.
- "Yes."

591
00:40:33,098 --> 00:40:34,898
"Yes," that's all? Huh?

592
00:40:34,900 --> 00:40:36,766
I need you to calm down.
No, no, no. Hey!

593
00:40:36,768 --> 00:40:38,935
No, no, yes, yes, yes!

594
00:40:38,937 --> 00:40:41,404
Yes! Yes!

595
00:40:41,406 --> 00:40:44,774
Maybe that'll keep the world
safe from you, motherfucker!

596
00:40:44,776 --> 00:40:45,909
What a bitch.

597
00:40:45,911 --> 00:40:47,377
What'd you call me?

598
00:40:48,213 --> 00:40:49,779
That's what I thought.

599
00:40:50,015 --> 00:40:51,481
Bitch.

600
00:40:55,787 --> 00:40:57,454
Catherine. Catherine.

601
00:41:01,726 --> 00:41:03,092
What are you doing, huh?

602
00:41:03,094 --> 00:41:04,394
What was that?

603
00:41:05,464 --> 00:41:07,730
What do you mean what I was doing, bro?
The fuck.

604
00:41:26,151 --> 00:41:27,350
You okay?

605
00:41:27,352 --> 00:41:29,452
I'm peachy. How are you?

606
00:41:29,454 --> 00:41:31,221
I had to get out of there.

607
00:41:32,958 --> 00:41:33,890
Yeah?

608
00:41:37,963 --> 00:41:39,295
What?

609
00:41:40,799 --> 00:41:42,532
Do you see other people, too?

610
00:41:43,435 --> 00:41:44,400
Sure.

611
00:41:45,237 --> 00:41:46,970
Why don't you ever see me?

612
00:41:46,972 --> 00:41:48,438
Because...

613
00:41:51,076 --> 00:41:53,443
Because I want you to be happy.

614
00:41:53,445 --> 00:41:55,712
- You make me happy.
- No.

615
00:41:55,714 --> 00:41:56,913
No, I don't.

616
00:41:57,983 --> 00:42:00,650
No, I make you very sad.

617
00:42:01,987 --> 00:42:03,653
I hurt you.

618
00:42:03,655 --> 00:42:06,456
- And we don't talk about that.
- Catherine...

619
00:42:09,694 --> 00:42:12,529
I can walk away
from that any time.

620
00:42:14,933 --> 00:42:16,332
You're different.

621
00:42:18,603 --> 00:42:19,769
Be my friend.

622
00:42:20,272 --> 00:42:21,838
We are friends.

623
00:42:21,840 --> 00:42:22,906
Mmm-mmm.

624
00:42:24,209 --> 00:42:25,308
A friend who's in love with me

625
00:42:25,310 --> 00:42:26,843
is a friend I don't know
how to keep.

626
00:42:33,418 --> 00:42:35,585
You know I wouldn't
share you with anyone.

627
00:42:44,996 --> 00:42:46,596
I know you wouldn't.

628
00:42:53,738 --> 00:42:55,505
Un-fucking-believable.

629
00:42:56,675 --> 00:42:58,508
She deserves
better than you.

630
00:42:58,510 --> 00:43:00,710
You don't know half
of what you think you know.

631
00:43:01,146 --> 00:43:02,712
Enlighten me.

632
00:43:02,714 --> 00:43:04,914
Catherine's the only girl
I sleep with.

633
00:43:05,216 --> 00:43:06,416
What?

634
00:43:07,152 --> 00:43:09,018
I don't fuck other women.

635
00:43:09,020 --> 00:43:10,587
You fuck everybody.

636
00:43:10,589 --> 00:43:15,224
I haven't slept with anyone other than Catherine since college.

637
00:43:15,226 --> 00:43:18,861
- You expect me to believe that?
- I don't care if you believe it or not, Terry.

638
00:43:18,863 --> 00:43:20,296
What about that model
the other night?

639
00:43:20,298 --> 00:43:23,466
I orchestrated it.
I orchestrated that.

640
00:43:23,468 --> 00:43:26,302
You know, not her coming in
and going all ape-shit.

641
00:43:26,304 --> 00:43:27,937
That was a happy accident.

642
00:43:27,939 --> 00:43:31,307
But me telling that reporter we fucked,
that was no drunken slip.

643
00:43:31,309 --> 00:43:32,742
She... She didn't deny it.

644
00:43:33,144 --> 00:43:34,844
Why would she?

645
00:43:34,846 --> 00:43:37,747
You know,
people thinking that we did certainly doesn't hurt her career.

646
00:43:38,116 --> 00:43:39,048
Huh.

647
00:43:39,884 --> 00:43:42,018
But why?

648
00:43:42,019 --> 00:43:44,153
Look, if Catherine knew that I'm as big of a pussy as you, Terry,

649
00:43:44,155 --> 00:43:45,555
she would leave us both.

650
00:43:45,557 --> 00:43:47,023
We'd never see her again.

651
00:43:47,025 --> 00:43:49,425
Catherine, she's out there
fucking other people

652
00:43:49,427 --> 00:43:50,727
'cause she thinks
that's what you're doing.

653
00:43:50,729 --> 00:43:53,162
Look, Catherine is doing
exactly what she needs to do

654
00:43:53,164 --> 00:43:54,731
to feel free, okay?

655
00:43:54,733 --> 00:43:56,249
She needs us.

656
00:43:56,250 --> 00:43:57,766
I give her the bad boy
that she'll never tame,

657
00:43:57,769 --> 00:44:01,604
and you give her this, you know,
true unrequited love

658
00:44:01,606 --> 00:44:03,973
that she could feel
wistful about on rainy days.

659
00:44:03,975 --> 00:44:05,575
You're out of your mind.

660
00:44:06,511 --> 00:44:09,612
I love Catherine
just as much as you do, Terry.

661
00:44:09,614 --> 00:44:12,415
And you'll never understand her
the way that I do.

662
00:44:15,120 --> 00:44:16,419
Come on.

663
00:44:51,056 --> 00:44:52,488
- Hello?
- <i>Hey.</i>

664
00:44:52,490 --> 00:44:54,557
<i>I have an idea for you.</i>

665
00:44:55,060 --> 00:44:56,559
What kind of idea?

666
00:44:56,561 --> 00:44:58,895
<i>Meet me in the morning.</i>
<i>I'll tell you all about it.</i>

667
00:45:00,365 --> 00:45:02,665
I'm supposed to go to Baltimore
to see my dad.

668
00:45:02,667 --> 00:45:05,535
<i>I'll come with you.</i>
<i>Just meet me at dawn before you go.</i>

669
00:45:08,073 --> 00:45:10,907
What time is it?
- <i>I don't know. Will you meet me?</i>

670
00:45:12,877 --> 00:45:14,477
- Sure.
- <i>Okay.</i>

671
00:45:24,122 --> 00:45:26,389
- Hmm.
- I have a movie.

672
00:45:26,391 --> 00:45:27,690
What do you mean?

673
00:45:31,129 --> 00:45:33,113
Okay.

674
00:45:33,114 --> 00:45:35,098
So the Z channel showed a double feature last night.

675
00:45:35,100 --> 00:45:37,300
Antonioni's <i>L'Avventura</i>
and <i>The Passenger,</i>

676
00:45:37,302 --> 00:45:39,402
and I went to bed

677
00:45:39,404 --> 00:45:41,537
thinking about the woman
who disappeared.

678
00:45:41,539 --> 00:45:43,239
- Yeah, Anna.
- Yeah, yeah.

679
00:45:43,241 --> 00:45:46,175
And Jack Nicholson's stealing
the arms dealer's identity

680
00:45:46,177 --> 00:45:49,312
and when I woke up,
the idea was just sitting there fully-formed.

681
00:45:49,314 --> 00:45:51,147
Okay, so it's about a detective.

682
00:45:51,149 --> 00:45:53,316
He's not really a detective,
but he's had to become one

683
00:45:53,318 --> 00:45:56,052
because the woman he loves
has disappeared.

684
00:45:56,054 --> 00:45:57,787
So he follows her trail,

685
00:45:57,789 --> 00:46:01,324
and he finds out she's not
who he thought she was.

686
00:46:01,326 --> 00:46:03,025
She travels from place to place,

687
00:46:03,027 --> 00:46:05,628
and takes on new identities,
and sheds them like snakeskin.

688
00:46:05,630 --> 00:46:09,465
She leaves a trail
of ruined men behind her.

689
00:46:09,467 --> 00:46:11,434
Was our detective one of them,

690
00:46:11,436 --> 00:46:16,539
or was their love something else,
something real? He has to find out.

691
00:46:16,541 --> 00:46:19,475
All the while we're flashing
back to their love story,

692
00:46:19,477 --> 00:46:21,911
watching their time unfold.

693
00:46:21,913 --> 00:46:22,879
I like this one.

694
00:46:22,881 --> 00:46:25,248
Well, I haven't even
told you the twist.

695
00:46:26,384 --> 00:46:28,384
There is a hint of the occult.

696
00:46:28,386 --> 00:46:32,221
The detective meets an old man

697
00:46:32,223 --> 00:46:34,457
who recognizes
the woman's photo,

698
00:46:34,459 --> 00:46:35,958
and breaks down
at the sight of her, weeping.

699
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:39,695
There's nothing sexier than a woman who knows her movies.

700
00:46:41,132 --> 00:46:42,732
Oh, uh, thank you.

701
00:46:42,734 --> 00:46:46,035
Yeah. You got yourself
a real pretty girlfriend there.

702
00:46:47,372 --> 00:46:49,305
- Dad...
- What?

703
00:46:52,677 --> 00:46:54,610
What is it that you do?

704
00:46:55,446 --> 00:46:57,046
I'm an actress.

705
00:46:57,048 --> 00:46:59,582
Figures you'd have an actress
as a girlfriend.

706
00:47:00,852 --> 00:47:02,652
Well, she's not my girlfriend.

707
00:47:02,654 --> 00:47:04,220
- She's not your girlfriend?
- No.

708
00:47:04,222 --> 00:47:07,223
What is she doing?
She's just using you or something?

709
00:47:07,225 --> 00:47:09,392
Okay, stop. I think, uh...

710
00:47:09,394 --> 00:47:10,593
What?

711
00:47:10,595 --> 00:47:11,994
Look, I wanna come
see you more often.

712
00:47:11,996 --> 00:47:14,330
What makes you think

713
00:47:14,332 --> 00:47:17,233
that I want you coming around here feeling sorry for me

714
00:47:17,235 --> 00:47:19,735
just because I'm alone? Huh?

715
00:47:20,939 --> 00:47:23,673
I don't need you to feel
sorry for my ass.

716
00:47:26,611 --> 00:47:28,244
Good luck with your movie.

717
00:47:29,047 --> 00:47:32,215
Can't wait to
see how it turns out.

718
00:47:33,918 --> 00:47:36,919
He's... He's been like this
ever since my mom left.

719
00:47:37,655 --> 00:47:38,988
Sorry.

720
00:47:41,659 --> 00:47:42,892
So, what happens?

721
00:47:44,195 --> 00:47:45,895
With what? Us?

722
00:47:45,897 --> 00:47:48,865
No, the, uh, the old man
and the detective.

723
00:47:48,867 --> 00:47:51,367
They... They're in love
with the same woman,

724
00:47:51,369 --> 00:47:53,236
the old man
recognizes her picture,

725
00:47:53,238 --> 00:47:55,171
and then what happens?

726
00:47:55,173 --> 00:47:56,806
Right. Um...

727
00:47:59,310 --> 00:48:03,880
Well, the old man tells the detective "This was the love of my life.

728
00:48:04,849 --> 00:48:06,782
"We spent a summer
together in college."

729
00:48:07,919 --> 00:48:10,853
Mmm-hmm. And then she vanished
without a trace.

730
00:48:12,490 --> 00:48:14,323
Is she flesh and blood, or...

731
00:48:15,727 --> 00:48:17,393
Is she something else?

732
00:48:19,631 --> 00:48:23,399
Is the old man confused, or...

733
00:48:23,401 --> 00:48:28,037
Is the woman he thought he knew so well,
somehow ageless?

734
00:48:28,606 --> 00:48:30,172
<i>Immortal?</i>

735
00:48:37,482 --> 00:48:38,881
<i>Let's write it.</i>

736
00:48:40,084 --> 00:48:41,717
I'm not a writer.

737
00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:43,319
It's your idea.

738
00:48:43,321 --> 00:48:46,155
Okay, well, I'll help you
work out the details,

739
00:48:46,157 --> 00:48:48,824
so when you go to write it,
all the hard part's done.

740
00:48:50,528 --> 00:48:52,028
Run away with me.

741
00:48:53,064 --> 00:48:54,897
I love you, Terry.

742
00:48:54,899 --> 00:48:56,399
Let's go to California.

743
00:48:57,101 --> 00:48:58,267
I can't.

744
00:48:59,037 --> 00:49:00,536
We'll try to make your movie.

745
00:49:00,538 --> 00:49:02,405
Okay, you know
that's not gonna happen.

746
00:49:06,110 --> 00:49:07,777
Stop, I'm serious.

747
00:49:09,614 --> 00:49:11,781
I want you
to fuck me again.

748
00:49:12,417 --> 00:49:13,783
Yeah?

749
00:49:25,430 --> 00:49:28,464
I always felt his presence
when the camera was rolling.

750
00:49:29,133 --> 00:49:30,900
Penetrating eyes.

751
00:49:31,235 --> 00:49:33,753
Very intense.

752
00:49:33,754 --> 00:49:36,272
And we shared these fleeting moments of intimacy on set.

753
00:49:37,208 --> 00:49:39,175
He held my hand once.

754
00:49:39,177 --> 00:49:40,409
I remember that.

755
00:49:40,411 --> 00:49:42,278
- I remember that, too.
- Hmm.

756
00:49:43,348 --> 00:49:45,414
The day we shot the sex scene,

757
00:49:45,416 --> 00:49:47,116
he whispers in my ear,

758
00:49:47,118 --> 00:49:51,988
and he shows me exactly how wide he
wants my mouth to be when I climax.

759
00:49:51,990 --> 00:49:55,224
He tells my makeup artist
how flushed he wants my cheeks,

760
00:49:55,226 --> 00:49:58,427
and he tells my co-star
how he should kiss me,

761
00:49:58,429 --> 00:50:02,565
how he should touch me,
how hard he should pretend to fuck me...

762
00:50:02,567 --> 00:50:04,400
- She's exaggerating.
- No, I'm not.

763
00:50:04,402 --> 00:50:07,269
Jesus, that's kinky, Maxwell.

764
00:50:07,271 --> 00:50:09,472
Look, all directors
fall in love.

765
00:50:09,474 --> 00:50:10,973
Lust.

766
00:50:10,975 --> 00:50:13,943
Fall in love
with their leading ladies.

767
00:50:13,945 --> 00:50:17,413
And sometimes,
it's just electric.

768
00:50:17,415 --> 00:50:21,384
Like with Godard
and Anna Karina,

769
00:50:22,653 --> 00:50:24,587
and Woody Allen and Mia Farrow,

770
00:50:24,589 --> 00:50:26,222
- And Diane Keaton.
- Yeah, exactly.

771
00:50:26,224 --> 00:50:29,592
Roberto Rossellini,
Ingrid Bergman.

772
00:50:29,594 --> 00:50:32,094
Ingmar Bergman and every actress he ever worked with...

773
00:50:32,096 --> 00:50:33,929
Okay, enough. Stop.

774
00:50:33,931 --> 00:50:37,867
That night, after we wrap,
I go back to the hotel,

775
00:50:37,869 --> 00:50:41,637
and I try to fall asleep,
but it won't come.

776
00:50:41,639 --> 00:50:44,340
And I toss and I turn,

777
00:50:44,342 --> 00:50:48,744
but I can't get Maxwell's voice
out of my head.

778
00:50:48,746 --> 00:50:52,815
I'm trapped
in this Bruce Springsteen song.

779
00:50:53,551 --> 00:50:56,252
I'm on fire.

780
00:50:58,423 --> 00:51:00,089
I end up walking down the hall,

781
00:51:00,091 --> 00:51:02,958
and knocking on his door
at 1:00 a.m.

782
00:51:02,960 --> 00:51:06,996
And he's there half asleep,
his hair is all messy,

783
00:51:06,998 --> 00:51:10,866
and he looks at me like he thought he was still dreaming.

784
00:51:10,868 --> 00:51:12,701
I still do.

785
00:51:12,703 --> 00:51:17,139
<i>¶ Dead in Denver, drowsy Idaho</i>

786
00:51:21,379 --> 00:51:27,216
<i>¶ Just dreams away</i>
<i>from your love, San Francisco ¶</i>

787
00:51:50,041 --> 00:51:51,006
Hey.

788
00:51:51,008 --> 00:51:52,875
You got an extra cigarette?

789
00:51:53,244 --> 00:51:54,210
Sure.

790
00:51:56,180 --> 00:51:57,847
Thank you.

791
00:51:57,849 --> 00:52:00,649
So, you're Phil's friend,
Terry, right?

792
00:52:00,651 --> 00:52:02,251
I am. Terry Lam.

793
00:52:03,821 --> 00:52:06,122
- That was quite a story.
- Yeah.

794
00:52:06,124 --> 00:52:09,125
Maxwell loves it when I tell that story in public.

795
00:52:10,461 --> 00:52:12,561
His ego has no ceiling.

796
00:52:14,866 --> 00:52:17,299
So, you're Terry Lam
like the film critic?

797
00:52:17,301 --> 00:52:18,501
Guilty.

798
00:52:18,803 --> 00:52:19,935
Wow.

799
00:52:21,005 --> 00:52:23,205
You wrote the most beautiful
thing about me.

800
00:52:23,207 --> 00:52:25,608
- I did.
- You did, yeah.

801
00:52:26,711 --> 00:52:28,644
You said, um...

802
00:52:28,646 --> 00:52:32,882
You said my face was like an altar that men worship at,

803
00:52:32,884 --> 00:52:35,151
"but it's her
fearless performances

804
00:52:35,153 --> 00:52:38,020
"that assure her place
in cinema history."

805
00:52:38,022 --> 00:52:39,688
I cannot believe
that you read that.

806
00:52:40,158 --> 00:52:41,123
I did.

807
00:52:41,926 --> 00:52:43,626
I read all of them.

808
00:52:45,296 --> 00:52:49,431
And I remember names,
so... watch out.

809
00:52:49,433 --> 00:52:51,367
I will.

810
00:52:53,504 --> 00:52:56,438
That review meant the world to me.
You're very kind.

811
00:52:56,974 --> 00:52:58,507
You deserved it.

812
00:52:59,877 --> 00:53:01,477
You were terrific.

813
00:53:03,314 --> 00:53:04,647
Thank you.

814
00:53:09,053 --> 00:53:11,987
Phil's gonna shoot me
up by the beach next weekend.

815
00:53:11,989 --> 00:53:14,523
You should come, if you want.

816
00:53:15,359 --> 00:53:16,392
I'd love to.

817
00:53:23,634 --> 00:53:25,100
How old are you?

818
00:53:27,171 --> 00:53:28,337
Oh!

819
00:53:31,542 --> 00:53:32,474
Shit.

820
00:53:37,648 --> 00:53:39,114
I don't do things like this.

821
00:53:39,383 --> 00:53:40,716
Not ever.

822
00:53:40,718 --> 00:53:41,917
- Yeah, you do.
- No.

823
00:54:01,839 --> 00:54:03,138
Hang this up, Terry?

824
00:54:30,968 --> 00:54:34,103
<i>¶ Come out</i>
<i>from the burning fire</i>

825
00:54:35,039 --> 00:54:36,205
<i>¶ Butterfly</i>

826
00:54:36,207 --> 00:54:38,374
<i>Press your feet</i>
<i>against mine.</i>

827
00:54:38,376 --> 00:54:39,609
What?

828
00:54:39,610 --> 00:54:40,843
Have you ever read
<i>Cat's Cradle?</i>

829
00:54:40,845 --> 00:54:42,544
No.

830
00:54:42,546 --> 00:54:45,147
Okay, well, the characters in it
are called Bokononists,

831
00:54:45,149 --> 00:54:48,984
and it's this wonderful religion
that Vonnegut dreamed up.

832
00:54:48,986 --> 00:54:50,786
Their supreme form of worship

833
00:54:50,788 --> 00:54:55,257
is that they press the soles of their bare feet against one another.

834
00:54:55,259 --> 00:54:57,326
It's called Bokunaru,

835
00:54:57,328 --> 00:54:59,528
and it's like sex for them.

836
00:54:59,530 --> 00:55:01,330
I tried to get Maxwell
to do it once,

837
00:55:01,332 --> 00:55:03,532
but he made me feel
really silly about it.

838
00:55:03,968 --> 00:55:05,267
Do you wanna try?

839
00:55:08,906 --> 00:55:10,172
Yeah.

840
00:55:10,174 --> 00:55:12,408
Okay.

841
00:55:18,015 --> 00:55:20,916
You know, Catherine speaks
really highly of you.

842
00:55:20,918 --> 00:55:23,619
- Does she?
- Hmm. Yeah.

843
00:55:23,621 --> 00:55:28,857
She says you're the kindest and gentlest person that she's ever known.

844
00:55:31,329 --> 00:55:33,595
- She said I was gentle?
- Yeah.

845
00:55:34,632 --> 00:55:37,800
And she told me your dream
was to be a filmmaker.

846
00:55:37,802 --> 00:55:40,169
And she told me
about your script.

847
00:55:40,171 --> 00:55:41,704
I would love to read it
when it's done.

848
00:55:41,706 --> 00:55:45,307
- Really?
- Yeah, it sounds like a great story.

849
00:55:45,309 --> 00:55:48,310
It was all Catherine's idea.

850
00:55:49,447 --> 00:55:51,847
- She gives you all the credit.
- Hmm.

851
00:55:53,184 --> 00:55:55,250
Is she in love with you?

852
00:55:55,252 --> 00:55:57,586
Her and Phil have been dating
since college.

853
00:55:58,289 --> 00:56:00,373
So?

854
00:56:00,374 --> 00:56:02,458
I mean,
most people who're in relationships are in love with somebody else.

855
00:56:04,695 --> 00:56:05,861
We're just friends.

856
00:56:10,735 --> 00:56:14,636
I don't have the luxury
of taking things slow, Terry.

857
00:56:14,638 --> 00:56:17,573
I'm never in the same place
for more than a few weeks.

858
00:56:18,809 --> 00:56:20,275
But I like you.

859
00:56:20,277 --> 00:56:23,579
And I think we have some
serious sexual chemistry.

860
00:56:25,182 --> 00:56:26,615
You think so?

861
00:56:27,685 --> 00:56:30,219
I can still feel your fingers
inside of me.

862
00:56:30,221 --> 00:56:32,588
Hmm. I like you too.

863
00:56:34,792 --> 00:56:37,025
Well, we should see
a lot more of each other.

864
00:56:43,267 --> 00:56:48,237
<i>¶ And if you go tomorrow</i>
<i>Choke me till I'm blue</i>

865
00:56:55,513 --> 00:56:59,281
<i>¶ A thousand days have passed</i>

866
00:57:00,551 --> 00:57:01,683
Terry.

867
00:57:03,487 --> 00:57:04,586
Terry.

868
00:57:05,423 --> 00:57:06,555
Hmm?

869
00:57:07,958 --> 00:57:09,258
Nevermind.

870
00:57:09,260 --> 00:57:13,195
<i>¶ But I have stopped caring</i>

871
00:57:13,197 --> 00:57:16,732
<i>¶ The Maryland sky tonight</i>

872
00:57:16,734 --> 00:57:21,270
<i>¶ Is black and blue</i>
<i>and beautiful ¶</i>

873
00:57:31,148 --> 00:57:32,648
<i>This suit</i>
<i>looks great on you.</i>

874
00:57:32,650 --> 00:57:34,349
Yeah, you didn't have to
buy it for me.

875
00:57:34,351 --> 00:57:36,685
Well, I've seen your closet,

876
00:57:36,687 --> 00:57:40,956
and you know, first impressions,
they mean everything, Terry.

877
00:57:40,958 --> 00:57:43,225
Okay. There he is. Come on.

878
00:57:43,828 --> 00:57:45,327
Albert.

879
00:57:46,030 --> 00:57:47,396
- Hey, sweetheart.
- Hi.

880
00:57:47,398 --> 00:57:49,431
- How are you?
- I'm good. How are you?

881
00:57:49,433 --> 00:57:51,700
- I'm good.
- This is Terry Lam.

882
00:57:51,702 --> 00:57:54,303
- It's a pleasure to meet you.
- Pleasure's all mine.

883
00:57:54,305 --> 00:57:55,804
You're a great writer.

884
00:57:55,806 --> 00:57:58,140
Thank you.

885
00:57:58,142 --> 00:58:02,211
Uh, I heard,
um... Victoria told me you put her in her first film.

886
00:58:02,213 --> 00:58:04,746
I did. I did. I was
over at Fox at the time,

887
00:58:04,748 --> 00:58:09,017
and they were looking
for a young, Tuesday Weld type,

888
00:58:09,019 --> 00:58:10,219
I found her.

889
00:58:10,221 --> 00:58:12,254
On a beach in Big Sur.

890
00:58:12,256 --> 00:58:15,357
So, let's talk
about <i>The Pretender.</i>

891
00:58:15,359 --> 00:58:19,094
Terry, I've read
thousands of scripts.

892
00:58:19,096 --> 00:58:20,829
Phew!

893
00:58:20,831 --> 00:58:24,500
And it's rare to read
something of this quality,

894
00:58:24,502 --> 00:58:28,770
especially written by someone
no one's ever heard of before.

895
00:58:28,772 --> 00:58:32,407
Victoria and I would love
to make this movie.

896
00:58:32,977 --> 00:58:34,476
Surprise!

897
00:58:36,180 --> 00:58:38,614
- I don't know what to say.
- Let's have a drink.

898
00:58:38,616 --> 00:58:40,115
- Yes, let's.
- Got some champagne here.

899
00:58:40,117 --> 00:58:41,650
I don't know what to say.

900
00:58:41,652 --> 00:58:43,752
I mean, thank you.
Thank you both.

901
00:58:43,754 --> 00:58:45,787
Do you think
I'll be able to direct it?

902
00:58:48,092 --> 00:58:50,025
Okay, look, um...

903
00:58:50,027 --> 00:58:51,527
This is an expensive film.

904
00:58:51,529 --> 00:58:53,462
You entrust this film to us,

905
00:58:53,464 --> 00:58:55,797
I will make sure
you're on set every day.

906
00:58:55,799 --> 00:58:58,700
I will have the director
take you under his wing,

907
00:58:58,702 --> 00:59:00,002
teach you the ropes.

908
00:59:00,004 --> 00:59:02,204
If the movie hits,

909
00:59:02,206 --> 00:59:04,039
you'll write your next one
to direct.

910
00:59:04,041 --> 00:59:06,008
I'll make that happen.

911
00:59:06,010 --> 00:59:07,476
You have my word on that.

912
00:59:07,478 --> 00:59:09,478
- Deal?
- Yes, sir.

913
00:59:09,480 --> 00:59:10,913
- All right. Cheers.
- Cheers.

914
00:59:13,450 --> 00:59:16,451
Hey, thank Vicky, 'cause I don't
make deals like that.

915
00:59:16,453 --> 00:59:17,753
- Mmm-mmm.
- Ever.

916
00:59:18,289 --> 00:59:20,289
Oh, shit. Ron.

917
00:59:20,291 --> 00:59:21,924
- I'm sorry.
- Oh, hi.

918
00:59:22,893 --> 00:59:24,359
Hey, come here.

919
00:59:25,996 --> 00:59:27,329
Are you okay with this?

920
00:59:27,331 --> 00:59:29,565
You have no idea
what this means to me.

921
00:59:29,567 --> 00:59:30,432
Stop it.

922
00:59:30,434 --> 00:59:32,200
You're a beautiful writer.

923
00:59:32,202 --> 00:59:33,502
I should be thanking you.

924
00:59:33,504 --> 00:59:34,803
You can thank me later.

925
00:59:34,805 --> 00:59:37,606
Yeah? I'll thank you
as many times as you like.

926
00:59:42,713 --> 00:59:44,680
Hmm. Hey.

927
00:59:45,249 --> 00:59:46,882
I have another surprise.

928
00:59:47,217 --> 00:59:48,684
What?

929
00:59:48,686 --> 00:59:50,819
I asked Maxwell for a divorce.

930
00:59:54,525 --> 00:59:56,825
Terry, I'm worried
about Catherine, man.

931
00:59:57,795 --> 00:59:58,961
What do you mean?

932
00:59:59,897 --> 01:00:02,097
She hasn't been the same
the last few months

933
01:00:02,099 --> 01:00:04,499
ever since you started
seeing Victoria.

934
01:00:04,501 --> 01:00:06,568
What am I supposed
to do about it?

935
01:00:06,570 --> 01:00:08,904
You're the one who's
supposed to make her happy.

936
01:00:08,906 --> 01:00:11,406
I mean, but I don't do that
on my own, Terry.

937
01:00:11,408 --> 01:00:13,175
You balance things out.

938
01:00:13,177 --> 01:00:15,677
I'm not interested
in balancing things out.

939
01:00:17,414 --> 01:00:18,880
It's my turn to be happy.

940
01:00:20,417 --> 01:00:22,150
I've got a shoot
in an hour, man.

941
01:01:02,426 --> 01:01:05,360
Everyone, thank you so much
for coming tonight

942
01:01:05,362 --> 01:01:07,629
to celebrate our engagement.

943
01:01:07,631 --> 01:01:10,065
I promise I'll keep this short.

944
01:01:10,067 --> 01:01:13,802
Kurt Vonnegut said,
"Love is where you find it,

945
01:01:13,804 --> 01:01:16,805
"and I think it's foolish
to go around looking for it."

946
01:01:17,741 --> 01:01:20,275
I wasn't looking for love
when I met Terry,

947
01:01:20,277 --> 01:01:22,144
but that's exactly
where I found it.

948
01:01:23,447 --> 01:01:27,816
And I have Terry's closest
friends to thank for that.

949
01:01:27,818 --> 01:01:31,987
Catherine and Phil, they introduced us.
Thank you so much!

950
01:01:46,937 --> 01:01:47,869
That's good. Thank you.

951
01:01:52,176 --> 01:01:53,575
Hey.

952
01:01:56,346 --> 01:01:57,479
Hey.

953
01:02:00,417 --> 01:02:01,583
It's for you.

954
01:02:03,087 --> 01:02:04,486
What's that?

955
01:02:04,488 --> 01:02:06,588
Warners optioned the script.

956
01:02:06,590 --> 01:02:09,558
This is your half.
It's not much.

957
01:02:09,560 --> 01:02:11,593
There'll be more
when it goes into production.

958
01:02:12,362 --> 01:02:16,898
I don't want that.
I didn't write it.

959
01:02:18,268 --> 01:02:20,035
You deserve it. Every cent.

960
01:02:20,037 --> 01:02:22,070
If there wasn't for you,
there wouldn't be a movie.

961
01:02:22,072 --> 01:02:24,106
Okay, fine. Thank you.

962
01:02:25,943 --> 01:02:27,593
So when's the wedding?

963
01:02:27,594 --> 01:02:29,244
It's next summer.
How much have you had to drink?

964
01:02:32,182 --> 01:02:33,749
Not nearly enough.

965
01:02:35,285 --> 01:02:36,918
Why are you acting like this?

966
01:02:39,723 --> 01:02:41,523
- Are you mad at me?
- No.

967
01:02:42,793 --> 01:02:43,759
No.

968
01:02:46,263 --> 01:02:47,729
I'm mad at myself.

969
01:02:54,438 --> 01:02:55,771
Um...

970
01:02:57,207 --> 01:03:00,308
Tell Phil that I took
a cab home. Congratulations.

971
01:03:02,780 --> 01:03:04,613
Uh, whatever she's having.

972
01:03:05,582 --> 01:03:08,250
Leave it. I'll use hers.

973
01:03:46,290 --> 01:03:48,723
- I've gotta go.
- No.

974
01:03:48,725 --> 01:03:50,692
I wish you'd take me with you.

975
01:03:50,694 --> 01:03:52,027
I want to meet your father
and your grandmother.

976
01:03:52,029 --> 01:03:53,995
- Yeah, you say that now.
- I'm serious.

977
01:03:53,997 --> 01:03:56,231
I can't meet them for the first time on our wedding day.

978
01:03:56,233 --> 01:03:58,633
- Another weekend.
- Soon?

979
01:03:59,203 --> 01:04:00,602
- Soon.
- Soon?

980
01:04:00,603 --> 01:04:02,002
- Now, I've gotta go if I'm gonna beat traffic.
- How soon?

981
01:04:02,005 --> 01:04:03,438
No, stay with me.

982
01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:04,906
All right. Bye.

983
01:04:30,234 --> 01:04:31,333
What are you doing here?

984
01:04:33,036 --> 01:04:34,302
Wanna get into bed?

985
01:04:36,440 --> 01:04:38,206
Now you want me?

986
01:04:39,610 --> 01:04:40,742
Please?

987
01:04:42,646 --> 01:04:44,279
I'm with Victoria.

988
01:04:45,249 --> 01:04:46,715
Then why are you here?

989
01:04:50,387 --> 01:04:53,655
I wanna pretend like it's...

990
01:04:54,491 --> 01:04:57,392
The night
we spent here together.

991
01:04:57,394 --> 01:04:59,861
We made love and you
asked me a question, remember?

992
01:05:02,299 --> 01:05:04,032
No. Catherine.

993
01:05:05,369 --> 01:05:07,002
You asked me to be with you.

994
01:05:07,004 --> 01:05:09,905
And I think I can be
that person for you now.

995
01:05:09,907 --> 01:05:14,109
I don't know...
who else I wanna be.

996
01:05:14,111 --> 01:05:15,777
I just...

997
01:05:17,481 --> 01:05:18,780
Please ask me.

998
01:05:23,487 --> 01:05:24,419
Please?

999
01:05:42,472 --> 01:05:44,139
Will you be with me?

1000
01:05:47,611 --> 01:05:48,877
Yes.

1001
01:06:00,457 --> 01:06:01,723
I'm sorry.

1002
01:06:02,225 --> 01:06:03,792
You used me.

1003
01:06:06,563 --> 01:06:07,762
I didn't.

1004
01:06:08,532 --> 01:06:09,731
I care about you.

1005
01:06:09,733 --> 01:06:11,967
I... I didn't think
that she and I would...

1006
01:06:11,969 --> 01:06:13,168
"Friends."

1007
01:06:13,170 --> 01:06:15,804
"Just friends." That's what
you told me you were.

1008
01:06:15,806 --> 01:06:18,306
- We were.
- I knew it. I knew.

1009
01:06:18,308 --> 01:06:20,842
I knew there was something
between you. I just didn't...

1010
01:06:20,844 --> 01:06:23,278
I had... I had it all backwards.

1011
01:06:25,749 --> 01:06:27,415
How long have you been
in love with her?

1012
01:06:27,417 --> 01:06:28,783
Does that really matter?

1013
01:06:30,020 --> 01:06:34,122
Is... Is that how you felt
when you asked me to marry you?

1014
01:06:36,460 --> 01:06:37,592
Just leave!

1015
01:06:37,594 --> 01:06:39,928
Leave! Get the fuck
out of my house!

1016
01:06:39,930 --> 01:06:40,862
Leave!

1017
01:06:41,631 --> 01:06:42,998
Leave.

1018
01:06:43,000 --> 01:06:45,033
- Just get out!
- I'm sorry.

1019
01:06:45,035 --> 01:06:47,268
You can say that
as many times as you like.

1020
01:06:47,270 --> 01:06:49,437
- I'm sorry.
- Get out!

1021
01:06:50,207 --> 01:06:51,906
Get out!

1022
01:06:51,908 --> 01:06:53,675
Please, Terry, get...

1023
01:06:53,677 --> 01:06:55,710
Just get out of my house!

1024
01:06:57,280 --> 01:07:00,849
You know,
I've worked with some really great actors, Terry.

1025
01:07:00,851 --> 01:07:03,551
But you are by far the best!

1026
01:07:03,553 --> 01:07:05,720
God, I hope she's worth it!

1027
01:07:27,344 --> 01:07:29,010
Well played, Terry.

1028
01:07:29,012 --> 01:07:32,213
Seriously, I couldn't orchestrate it any better myself.

1029
01:07:33,583 --> 01:07:36,217
Yeah.
Well, I learned from the best.

1030
01:07:37,621 --> 01:07:38,953
Yeah, maybe now
you can be the guy

1031
01:07:38,955 --> 01:07:41,723
that she feels wistful about
on rainy days.

1032
01:07:45,262 --> 01:07:47,362
You know what?
You're right. You're right.

1033
01:07:47,364 --> 01:07:48,930
You're right.
It's my turn to be unhappy.

1034
01:07:48,932 --> 01:07:50,498
You deserve it.

1035
01:07:50,500 --> 01:07:53,701
So savor it, 'cause you will be
back on this side of the table.

1036
01:07:53,703 --> 01:07:55,336
Yeah, we'll see about that.

1037
01:07:55,338 --> 01:07:56,738
Oh, you will.

1038
01:07:56,740 --> 01:07:58,606
And then I will,

1039
01:07:58,608 --> 01:08:01,176
and we'll continue to throw her back and
forth like this for the rest of our lives.

1040
01:08:03,947 --> 01:08:05,613
We're moving to L.A.

1041
01:08:08,418 --> 01:08:09,851
We leave in a week.

1042
01:08:13,323 --> 01:08:14,289
What?

1043
01:08:15,926 --> 01:08:17,058
Hey.

1044
01:08:22,199 --> 01:08:23,364
What'd I miss?

1045
01:08:59,336 --> 01:09:02,670
<i>¶ Foghorns blowing</i>
<i>all day sirens</i>

1046
01:09:02,672 --> 01:09:05,006
<i>¶ Long trip, still unwinding</i>

1047
01:09:05,008 --> 01:09:07,408
<i>¶ Had trouble</i>
<i>getting out of bed</i>

1048
01:09:07,410 --> 01:09:10,145
<i>¶ Basked in the grey</i>
<i>of fog instead</i>

1049
01:09:10,147 --> 01:09:12,313
<i>¶ Phone rang, sun ain't shining</i>

1050
01:09:12,315 --> 01:09:15,083
<i>¶ City I live</i>
<i>uphill and trying</i>

1051
01:09:15,085 --> 01:09:16,484
<i>¶ Walked 'round the corner</i>

1052
01:09:16,486 --> 01:09:17,952
<i>¶ Kid said what the zing</i>

1053
01:09:17,954 --> 01:09:20,255
<i>¶ That bird has a broken wing</i>

1054
01:09:20,257 --> 01:09:23,091
<i>¶ Sister cracked</i>
<i>diamonds in two</i>

1055
01:09:23,093 --> 01:09:25,160
<i>¶ They laughed</i>
<i>That pigeon flew</i>

1056
01:09:25,162 --> 01:09:28,263
<i>¶ Into the street</i>
<i>Market at Hyde</i>

1057
01:09:28,265 --> 01:09:30,331
<i>¶ Bus came, that pigeon died</i>

1058
01:09:30,333 --> 01:09:33,101
<i>¶ I'm outside</i>
<i>Gotta come see you</i>

1059
01:09:33,103 --> 01:09:35,803
<i>¶ There's something</i>
<i>I gotta tell</i>

1060
01:09:35,805 --> 01:09:38,239
<i>¶ There's a burning in my body</i>

1061
01:09:38,241 --> 01:09:40,742
<i>¶ Little sip, bro, I'll be well</i>

1062
01:09:40,744 --> 01:09:43,444
<i>¶ What kinda man</i>
<i>travels and sings</i>

1063
01:09:43,446 --> 01:09:44,612
<i>¶ No kids, no food to bring...</i>

1064
01:09:44,614 --> 01:09:45,647
Hey, handsome.

1065
01:09:46,550 --> 01:09:48,082
Wanna take me for a ride?

1066
01:09:48,752 --> 01:09:51,085
<i>¶ Family with a picnic table</i>

1067
01:09:51,087 --> 01:09:53,288
<i>¶ Oh Melody, why all this?</i>

1068
01:09:53,290 --> 01:09:56,024
<i>¶ Why you dodging</i>
<i>my every kiss?</i>

1069
01:09:56,026 --> 01:09:58,593
<i>¶ Okay, so I brought home</i>
<i>a little sting</i>

1070
01:09:58,595 --> 01:10:00,995
<i>¶ From a girl</i>
<i>who didn't mean anything</i>

1071
01:10:00,997 --> 01:10:03,264
<i>¶ Smoked like a chimney</i>
<i>Dressed like a witch</i>

1072
01:10:03,266 --> 01:10:05,934
<i>¶ Didn't even</i>
<i>speak much English</i>

1073
01:10:05,936 --> 01:10:08,369
<i>¶ Met her at midnight</i>
<i>took her in my room</i>

1074
01:10:08,371 --> 01:10:10,605
<i>¶ She didn't even stay</i>
<i>past 2:00</i>

1075
01:10:10,607 --> 01:10:13,308
<i>¶ Could have been Belgian</i>
<i>Could have been French</i>

1076
01:10:13,310 --> 01:10:16,110
<i>¶ Could have been Dutch</i>
<i>I didn't get a chance</i>

1077
01:10:16,112 --> 01:10:18,546
<i>¶ To get a number</i>
<i>To get a name</i>

1078
01:10:18,548 --> 01:10:21,082
<i>¶ Went to sleep</i>
<i>Woke up and got a train</i>

1079
01:10:21,084 --> 01:10:23,818
<i>¶ I know you're hating me</i>
<i>pretty bad</i>

1080
01:10:23,820 --> 01:10:25,820
<i>¶ But I ain't</i>
<i>some tool named Brad</i>

1081
01:10:25,822 --> 01:10:28,389
<i>¶ Up at 7:00, home by 5:00</i>

1082
01:10:28,391 --> 01:10:30,925
<i>¶ Hasn't got it up</i>
<i>since winter time</i>

1083
01:10:30,927 --> 01:10:33,228
<i>¶ I really love you</i>
<i>more than that</i>

1084
01:10:33,230 --> 01:10:35,997
<i>¶ But I'm half man</i>
<i>Other half alley cat</i>

1085
01:10:35,999 --> 01:10:37,999
<i>¶ I really love you</i>
<i>more than that</i>

1086
01:10:38,001 --> 01:10:40,802
<i>¶ But I'm half man</i>
<i>Half alley cat</i>

1087
01:10:40,804 --> 01:10:43,371
<i>¶ Foghorns blowing</i>
<i>Cats are hiding</i>

1088
01:10:43,373 --> 01:10:46,241
<i>¶ Goddamn, blue angels flying</i>

1089
01:10:46,243 --> 01:10:48,543
<i>¶ Having trouble falling asleep</i>

1090
01:10:48,545 --> 01:10:50,678
<i>¶ Gotta get to the doctor</i>
<i>this week</i>

1091
01:10:50,680 --> 01:10:53,848
<i>¶ Went to his office</i>
<i>Told him about the trip</i>

1092
01:10:53,850 --> 01:10:56,050
<i>¶ Checked it out</i>
<i>Wrote me a slip</i>

1093
01:10:56,052 --> 01:10:59,220
<i>¶ He said it seems</i>
<i>you're here too often...</i>

1094
01:10:59,222 --> 01:11:01,422
What happened to you?

1095
01:11:01,424 --> 01:11:03,491
<i>¶ Sat me down</i>
<i>had a little chat</i>

1096
01:11:03,493 --> 01:11:04,425
Philly.

1097
01:11:06,463 --> 01:11:08,496
You look skinny like me.

1098
01:11:08,498 --> 01:11:11,266
<i>¶ You're a man</i>
<i>But you are half alley cat ¶</i>

1099
01:11:20,410 --> 01:11:21,442
Don't stop.

1100
01:11:24,814 --> 01:11:26,047
My turn.

1101
01:11:27,651 --> 01:11:30,718
I want you to see what you look like when you're fucking me.

1102
01:11:57,247 --> 01:11:58,179
Hey.

1103
01:11:58,648 --> 01:11:59,747
It's you again.

1104
01:12:46,196 --> 01:12:47,695
Have you told your folks?

1105
01:12:48,865 --> 01:12:50,231
My father...

1106
01:12:52,635 --> 01:12:54,369
Called me a faggot.

1107
01:12:54,371 --> 01:12:56,404
He said only faggots get it.

1108
01:12:57,941 --> 01:12:59,307
Jesus.

1109
01:12:59,309 --> 01:13:01,342
They're not coming?

1110
01:13:01,344 --> 01:13:04,345
They wrote me off
a long time ago, man.

1111
01:13:07,317 --> 01:13:09,250
They think I'm a pornographer.

1112
01:13:11,821 --> 01:13:13,020
Hey.

1113
01:13:13,022 --> 01:13:14,389
We're your family.

1114
01:13:15,125 --> 01:13:16,591
Just tell us what to do.

1115
01:13:21,798 --> 01:13:24,232
I wanna go home, man.

1116
01:13:24,234 --> 01:13:26,768
Don't wanna die
in no fucking hospital.

1117
01:13:29,572 --> 01:13:31,005
<i>Catherine!</i>

1118
01:13:31,007 --> 01:13:32,740
Catherine, come on!

1119
01:13:36,780 --> 01:13:38,312
Catherine!

1120
01:13:38,314 --> 01:13:40,148
Catherine, your part's
coming up.

1121
01:13:40,150 --> 01:13:41,616
Coming, boys.

1122
01:14:25,929 --> 01:14:27,295
Yeah!

1123
01:14:39,342 --> 01:14:41,442
- Yeah!
- Yeah!

1124
01:15:54,150 --> 01:15:55,616
What you doing?

1125
01:16:01,858 --> 01:16:03,624
This is all my fault.

1126
01:16:05,228 --> 01:16:06,694
Don't say that.

1127
01:16:07,630 --> 01:16:08,763
Come here.

1128
01:16:10,133 --> 01:16:11,232
Come here.

1129
01:16:28,818 --> 01:16:30,885
If I stayed,
you wouldn't be dying.

1130
01:16:33,423 --> 01:16:35,523
Maybe we're all dying.

1131
01:16:36,192 --> 01:16:37,725
You mean to tell me
you would have slept

1132
01:16:37,727 --> 01:16:39,827
with all those girls
if I stayed?

1133
01:16:45,935 --> 01:16:47,702
I knew you were faithful.

1134
01:16:54,510 --> 01:16:56,811
None of this
is your fault, Catherine.

1135
01:16:56,813 --> 01:16:58,312
Yeah, it is.

1136
01:16:58,314 --> 01:16:59,347
I killed you.

1137
01:16:59,349 --> 01:17:01,449
Don't say that again, okay?

1138
01:17:05,088 --> 01:17:06,420
Don't think it.

1139
01:17:08,358 --> 01:17:10,324
You realized
how much you love Terry.

1140
01:17:10,326 --> 01:17:11,892
I love you, too.

1141
01:17:11,894 --> 01:17:13,127
Not like him.

1142
01:17:16,199 --> 01:17:18,032
And you didn't
do anything wrong.

1143
01:17:21,204 --> 01:17:22,903
What happened after this...

1144
01:17:25,408 --> 01:17:26,941
That's all on me.

1145
01:17:29,879 --> 01:17:32,546
Bad luck. Bad decisions.

1146
01:17:38,855 --> 01:17:39,987
Here.

1147
01:17:50,266 --> 01:17:51,599
Phil.

1148
01:17:54,203 --> 01:17:55,636
Phil.

1149
01:17:55,638 --> 01:17:57,438
Where... Where is Catherine?

1150
01:17:58,341 --> 01:18:00,608
- What?
- She took all of her things.

1151
01:18:00,610 --> 01:18:01,976
I think she's gone.

1152
01:19:05,575 --> 01:19:07,174
Okay, so Texas...

1153
01:19:08,845 --> 01:19:10,644
Is that where you think
she went?

1154
01:19:12,381 --> 01:19:14,782
Uh, maybe.

1155
01:19:21,290 --> 01:19:23,257
Everything's been arranged.

1156
01:19:24,761 --> 01:19:27,128
You, Catherine, my parents,

1157
01:19:28,431 --> 01:19:30,030
y'all will be fine.

1158
01:19:30,533 --> 01:19:32,099
I don't want your money.

1159
01:19:34,170 --> 01:19:36,103
I know where Catherine is.

1160
01:19:38,207 --> 01:19:40,775
She took one of my credit cards
when she was leaving.

1161
01:19:40,777 --> 01:19:43,577
- She bought a plane ticket to London.
- London?

1162
01:19:45,348 --> 01:19:47,548
She was always an enigma.

1163
01:19:48,951 --> 01:19:51,519
And what better way for
our story to end

1164
01:19:51,521 --> 01:19:54,121
than for her to simply vanish
into thin air?

1165
01:20:05,334 --> 01:20:06,834
Terry.

1166
01:20:10,773 --> 01:20:12,673
I'm fucking scared, man.

1167
01:20:23,319 --> 01:20:25,186
Really fucking scared.

1168
01:20:35,498 --> 01:20:36,630
Phil.

1169
01:20:36,966 --> 01:20:39,066
Phil. Hey.

1170
01:20:39,502 --> 01:20:40,634
Phil.

1171
01:20:51,914 --> 01:20:57,618
<i>¶ From my view at 32nd Street</i>

1172
01:21:04,026 --> 01:21:09,230
<i>¶ Winter throws</i>
<i>its snow down heavily</i>

1173
01:21:15,938 --> 01:21:21,308
<i>¶ Empty halls of friends</i>
<i>who've come and gone</i>

1174
01:21:27,984 --> 01:21:30,351
Hello?

1175
01:21:30,352 --> 01:21:32,719
<i>¶ I'm awoken, rushed</i>
<i>and dragged along ¶</i>

1176
01:21:32,722 --> 01:21:34,889
The first show
is not for an hour.

1177
01:21:35,625 --> 01:21:37,157
I'm looking for someone.

1178
01:21:37,960 --> 01:21:39,793
It's a woman.

1179
01:21:39,795 --> 01:21:41,896
Can I show you her picture?

1180
01:21:57,747 --> 01:21:59,146
What's your name?

1181
01:21:59,148 --> 01:22:02,016
- Do you know this woman?
- I asked you a question.

1182
01:22:02,351 --> 01:22:03,918
I'm Terry Lam.

1183
01:22:03,920 --> 01:22:06,253
I'm an American.
So is the woman in the photo.

1184
01:22:08,891 --> 01:22:11,125
She's my girlfriend.
Her name's Catherine.

1185
01:22:12,295 --> 01:22:13,928
We live in Los Angeles together.

1186
01:22:13,930 --> 01:22:16,397
- But see, she's missing.
- I can't help you.

1187
01:22:17,099 --> 01:22:18,632
Why?

1188
01:22:18,634 --> 01:22:22,436
Because she's running
from something.

1189
01:22:24,240 --> 01:22:25,806
Probably you.

1190
01:22:26,542 --> 01:22:28,008
Sir, please.

1191
01:22:30,579 --> 01:22:33,113
It's our friend.
He got sick and died.

1192
01:22:34,116 --> 01:22:36,784
I don't think she could handle it.
So she ran.

1193
01:22:36,786 --> 01:22:39,119
- Do you love her?
- More than anything.

1194
01:22:41,123 --> 01:22:42,356
I've gotta find her.

1195
01:22:45,194 --> 01:22:46,126
Well...

1196
01:22:47,396 --> 01:22:49,129
Her name is not Catherine.

1197
01:22:49,932 --> 01:22:53,767
And she's definitely
not American.

1198
01:22:55,004 --> 01:22:55,970
What?

1199
01:22:56,572 --> 01:22:58,706
How do you know that?

1200
01:22:58,708 --> 01:23:03,110
Because I've known Claire
since she was this tall.

1201
01:23:04,680 --> 01:23:07,514
And she used to sit over there.

1202
01:23:08,384 --> 01:23:09,750
Claire?

1203
01:23:10,152 --> 01:23:11,118
Claire.

1204
01:23:11,687 --> 01:23:12,953
That's her name.

1205
01:23:13,856 --> 01:23:15,255
Claire Warrick.

1206
01:23:17,693 --> 01:23:21,028
<i>In the summer,</i>
<i>her mother would buy her tickets for the whole day,</i>

1207
01:23:21,030 --> 01:23:23,297
<i>then leave her here</i>
<i>while she...</i>

1208
01:23:24,533 --> 01:23:25,866
<i>She worked.</i>

1209
01:23:26,469 --> 01:23:28,202
<i>During the school year,</i>

1210
01:23:28,204 --> 01:23:29,937
<i>Claire would arrive</i>
<i>in the afternoon,</i>

1211
01:23:29,939 --> 01:23:32,272
<i>and stay through</i>
<i>the last show.</i>

1212
01:23:33,709 --> 01:23:36,777
<i>She watched</i>
<i>hundreds of movies,</i>

1213
01:23:36,779 --> 01:23:39,079
<i>and loved every one of them.</i>

1214
01:23:40,883 --> 01:23:43,484
<i>Her mother always</i>
<i>picked her up.</i>

1215
01:23:45,354 --> 01:23:46,787
<i>She was never late,</i>

1216
01:23:49,325 --> 01:23:50,924
<i>until that night.</i>

1217
01:23:54,864 --> 01:23:56,864
<i>I didn't know</i>
<i>she was a whore.</i>

1218
01:23:58,968 --> 01:24:01,935
<i>Claire ran away from every foster home they stuck her in,</i>

1219
01:24:01,937 --> 01:24:04,304
<i>and she always</i>
<i>ended up back here</i>

1220
01:24:05,474 --> 01:24:06,907
<i>in my theater.</i>

1221
01:24:12,014 --> 01:24:15,049
<i>Then eventually,</i>
<i>believe it or not,</i>

1222
01:24:15,051 --> 01:24:17,217
<i>they suggested I keep her.</i>

1223
01:24:22,058 --> 01:24:27,127
<i>Years passed, and we never,</i>
<i>never spoke about her mother.</i>

1224
01:24:29,065 --> 01:24:31,298
<i>Then she met a boy called Paul.</i>

1225
01:24:32,568 --> 01:24:34,334
<i>I didn't think much of him.</i>

1226
01:24:34,336 --> 01:24:38,305
<i>And on her 16th birthday,</i>
<i>they ran away together</i>

1227
01:24:38,307 --> 01:24:40,240
<i>to America.</i>

1228
01:24:40,242 --> 01:24:43,577
<i>Paul returned alone</i>
<i>three months later.</i>

1229
01:24:44,814 --> 01:24:46,480
<i>He woke up one morning,</i>

1230
01:24:47,883 --> 01:24:49,283
<i>she was gone,</i>

1231
01:24:50,586 --> 01:24:51,919
<i>and he was devastated.</i>

1232
01:24:56,759 --> 01:24:58,659
<i>A month ago,</i>

1233
01:24:58,660 --> 01:25:00,560
<i>she shows up,</i>
<i>and she hasn't changed a lick.</i>

1234
01:25:01,797 --> 01:25:03,430
<i>She's lived in America</i>
<i>for years,</i>

1235
01:25:03,432 --> 01:25:05,799
<i>but she still has</i>
<i>the perfect British accent</i>

1236
01:25:05,801 --> 01:25:10,104
<i>and the mannerisms,</i>
<i>the way she phrases things, all intact.</i>

1237
01:25:16,479 --> 01:25:20,247
It wasn't until she was gone
and the spell was broken

1238
01:25:20,816 --> 01:25:23,817
that I realized that

1239
01:25:23,819 --> 01:25:26,620
what she'd done to me
was an act of kindness.

1240
01:25:28,424 --> 01:25:32,726
She pretended to be the girl
I remembered.

1241
01:25:32,728 --> 01:25:37,131
She said she was going to be in a play.
I lent her some money.

1242
01:25:37,133 --> 01:25:40,367
I didn't believe it when she said she'd repay it.

1243
01:25:40,369 --> 01:25:42,069
I couldn't care less.

1244
01:25:42,071 --> 01:25:47,674
But she sent part
of what she owed last week.

1245
01:25:47,676 --> 01:25:50,077
No note inside,
just French currency.

1246
01:25:53,749 --> 01:25:55,015
Thank you.

1247
01:25:56,852 --> 01:25:58,118
Son...

1248
01:26:00,055 --> 01:26:03,257
I let Claire go a long time ago.

1249
01:26:04,994 --> 01:26:08,228
It seems to me
it would be for the best

1250
01:26:08,230 --> 01:26:11,398
if you were to
let this Catherine go, too.

1251
01:26:11,400 --> 01:26:13,167
I can't.

1252
01:26:13,169 --> 01:26:16,036
She's the only person in the world that really knows who I am.

1253
01:26:44,466 --> 01:26:46,466
Catherine. Catherine.

1254
01:26:47,703 --> 01:26:49,403
Catherine!

1255
01:26:49,405 --> 01:26:50,904
Who... May I help you?

1256
01:26:50,906 --> 01:26:53,073
I wanna talk to her.

1257
01:26:53,075 --> 01:26:54,942
Catherine.

1258
01:26:56,478 --> 01:26:57,945
She says
she doesn't know you.

1259
01:26:57,947 --> 01:26:59,112
She doesn't know me?

1260
01:26:59,982 --> 01:27:01,615
No, and she doesn't
speak English.

1261
01:27:04,587 --> 01:27:05,586
What? Okay.

1262
01:27:06,555 --> 01:27:07,654
All right. Translate.

1263
01:27:08,624 --> 01:27:10,090
Catherine, I went to London.

1264
01:27:11,560 --> 01:27:12,626
I met Henry.

1265
01:27:13,429 --> 01:27:14,828
I know everything.

1266
01:27:14,830 --> 01:27:16,396
I don't care who you are.

1267
01:27:16,398 --> 01:27:18,565
'Cause I love you and I want you
to come home with me.

1268
01:27:20,202 --> 01:27:21,134
Uh...

1269
01:27:30,813 --> 01:27:33,146
She says you have her confused with someone else.

1270
01:27:33,148 --> 01:27:34,615
This is Christine Vespal.

1271
01:27:35,684 --> 01:27:37,284
Please, I think
you should leave.

1272
01:27:38,020 --> 01:27:39,152
Phil died.

1273
01:27:40,656 --> 01:27:43,257
He wanted me to tell you
that he loves you very much.

1274
01:27:50,499 --> 01:27:51,698
Catherine.

1275
01:27:52,768 --> 01:27:54,234
- Hey, Catherine.
- Please, go!

1276
01:27:54,236 --> 01:27:56,403
Catherine!
- I don't want to have to call the police.

1277
01:27:56,405 --> 01:27:57,404
Catherine!

1278
01:28:22,931 --> 01:28:24,364
I apologize.

1279
01:28:26,435 --> 01:28:27,534
Must be confused.

